I am so thankful with gratitude tonight🙏
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Starting with some Friday night gratitudes.
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Thinking back to days when I was young and dumb and thought I was
#tenfoottallandbulletproof and I could get away with basically anything. Everything I did was 💯 % Mistakes and most everything without moderation. I’ve hesitated writing this for awhile, but thought it might help at least one person. When I was first in the AF, I pushed and never wanted to be last or miss out on a party 🎈 🎊 🎉!!
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Friends after an early divorce, fun and hanging out and many laughs. Drinks were fun, but moderation was not in the vocabulary 😂😂 The difficulty led to not wanting to let anyone down, always trying to be perfect. Years ago, wrecking that beautiful Camaro Berlineta😎😵, but not learning my lesson 😂 That day of getting stopped, going for an overnight stay and facing others I let down was not bearable. So long ago now, but that morning after, I actually contemplated ending it, I know, not easy to believe but it was true.
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Again, I’m grateful for the gift of life and want to share that with others. It is possible to grow and get stronger through faith, fitness, health, and personal development every day.
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Sorry for the long post but thought it was time I shared why I’m so passionate with fitness (mentally and physically) and will continue to focus on hopefully inspiring others that there is a way out. Now moderation in everything combined with a cleaner eating lifestyle with fitness, faith, and positivity is so much more freeing!! I’m so thankful to grow and be given a second chance . Also why I was bound to give others a second chance if I could. No matter how hard your day is, or life is, YOU are worth it.
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#lovenothate ❤️
#courage #passion #prestige #innovation #veterans #ptsd #support #alcoholicproblems #fightforit #wecandohardthings #lovinglife 
