I have written love letters to you too many times.
And each time I torn it in the hopes that you wouldn't need it after all.
That you would understand my love and accept me for what I was.
But I can now see the person you are.
And even though it hurts to realise,
I have to admit the fact to myself - you are not the one for me.
You never were.
But I kept telling myself otherwise.
Even when you told it to me on my face,
I thought if only I showed you how much I loved you,
you would change.
But you never will.
So, this time I am writing a letter to tell you goodbye.
Because today I will bear the pain.
But if I stop and tomorrow you refuse my love again,
that pain will only turn into a regret.
Or worse - hate.
And I never want to hate the person I once dearly loved.
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