Some of your friends don’t even feel like your friends sometimes and I hated it at first but when I got to understand the true depth of a relationship like that. It hit me. It’s one of the most precious gifts you’ll receive in your lifetime.
Let me tell you why I hated it at first. I hated it because it is as low maintenance as you could possibly imagine. Back then I used to think you could only be friends with someone if they’re around you and talking to you 24/7. But that’s complete and utter bullshit. Because look at us, ohmygosh. Even if we barely ever make time for each other and even if you just leave the damn the country without meeting me and even if you just come back for vacation and after all that don’t even text me, you’re still one of the few people I hold closest to my heart. Yes it’s true I can’t really say I love you after thinking about all of that but let me tell you what I realised later on.
I realised all of that sentimental stuff don’t really matter to me. Yes it’s important and yes you need it sometimes. We do have it but our friendship can live on without it. Look at where we are now. Look at how far we’ve come from the sixth grade slap fights. (I’m never forgetting it and neither are you). Your honesty, your anger and your ability to care for the people you love insanely is the reason why I’m still around. Nahole kobei chere ditam useless purai. Just stay like this please because you really are one of the most rarely precious human beings in this world.
Don’t leave me pls thank ok bye.