Throughout our life we meet one person, who is unlike any other.We can talk to that person for hours and never get bored,we can tell them anything and they won't judge us.But sometimes, things are different and the people with whom we were close the most are drifiting apart and we don't know how to fix it.We are just sitting here and watching that person go by without us.We don't know what to do,it hurts but we hope that it is just a phase and we will get it over soon.The past cannot be changed,forgotten,erased or edited,it can only be accepted.Falling for someone is the most dangerous yet tha scarist feeling in the world.When you're not sure where life will lead but its too much of an exciting adventure for us to care.When just the sight of someone gives us butterflies,when hearing them say our name gives us a warm fizzy feeling .We got all these odd little feelings and we're happy.But a niggling feeling when we're apart that tries to discourage us.The days can feel cold and lonely when we are missing someone.They seem to drag on and on when we rather they would pass as effortlessly as they do.When we are with that person we feel like kind of struck and we need the person in our life to set us free.It is remarkable how one person can make such a difference to our life and wheather we are currently there or dictate the way that life feels for us.It doesn't so each time that person goes away,we have to cope with it all over again.Some people even find some mild enjoyment from thinking about a person and missing them.They actually want to feel the pain along with the pleasure and are often able to deal with it better than most.Sometimes....
"We are not depressed,
We can still smile at pretty things
And laugh when jokes are funny.
We can still talk to people,
And enjoy nice days.
But when we go inside,
We are alone.
Their is something broken,
And we just fall into sadness so sweet
that it engulfs us.
We look in the mirror,
And we don't like what we see
When tears always fall.
When we are falling asleep,
And missing something
That doesn't exist.
We are not depressed,
We are just been sad for a while.
But we can still find the light,
We can still smile #selfwritten