I have lived many lifetimes feeling like I was alone.
Living my life in the here and now I am SO blessed to be connected to many people and places, I still feel this loneliness at times when I actually take time for myself.
It’s wild what we can hold onto from another time and place, but our minds and spirits can truly be programmed from our journey.
The thing is we can break our programming and create new ones when we need to.
Having repeated unconscious thoughts that affect us are “programs”, we just need to build our awareness on which ones are beneficial and which ones are destructive. Whether it’s a program from this lifetime or before, we can change them if we need to. We can!
It was only once I started Shamanic work I realized this feeling of “being alone” is my deepest negative program.
It has caused me depression and anxiety at times, and it took me a long time to even identify it was this.
I have healed this so much but I still have to work on at times when it’s triggered. Oh boy, it has been coming up for me BIG this week in Costa Rica.
Sometimes after doing Past Life or Family Constellation Work where we can see the origins of the patterning we carry, we may still need other aspects of Hypnotherapy and Neural Linguistic Programming (NLP) to actually CHANGE our brain pattern we have created across time and space. Think of our thoughts like a river that each time you have one, adds more force to the current. You can divert this river though with work in the subconscious and with disrupting the current to build new ones.
Just now I realized I was falling into this same river as before. With a bit of work on my subconscious and with a connection to my higher self, I was back into that stream I used to divert this flow of negative patterning that brought me back to the real story of the here and now.
I am NOT alone, I have healed and let go of these old stories and that I do not need to feel like I am bound by them anymore.
I am working remotely in the jungle until July 7th and booking in person sessions NOW in Philly @passionflowerhouse
July-August y’all. Thanks so much for being such a support and reflection to me beloveds.