Life is hard lately.
I spend the day sleeping and crying, then I spend the evening stoned out of my mind.
Losing people is hard, but being told how to or how not to grieve makes it even more difficult. Obviously, I know my uncle wouldn’t want me to be this fucking messed up over everything... I know this, yet, here I am, sleeping and crying most of the day and night for nearly a week. I just need to be sad right now. It’ll pass. I’ll learn to overcome everything and I’ll be back in the shop and getting tattooed again as soon as I’m ready. Right now, I just wanna be alone and sad... and stoned.
I’m exhausted physically and emotionally.
I’m depressed, which is something I battle with even on the best of days, so right now I’m just fighting a little less and feeling a lot more.
Tonight I rolled this fatty. It’s a corn husk wrap with a glass tip.
I really like how slow this corn wraps burn. This one was a little on the stale side, it had some broken pieces I had to cut off and make the wrap a little shorter, which just made it seem like more of a cannon.
I’m sorry my content is kinda sad lately, I’m gonna try to be back to more regular postings ASAP!
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