I'm a bit out of alignment with my #zodiacsoul
work. I stayed to long in #cancerenergy
& in the safety of my emotions only to miss Leo & hang on the cusp of the sign changing. Just in time for me to break down a little at all the powerful shifts that have happened since I started this work.
Tomorrow I start university. Going back into the beast of my shadows around #identity
. Willing to learn what I can & not be consumed in my #leopride
when I don't understand something. I'm so willing to go deep into my psyche and my sexuality, but when it comes to the physical & facing the unknown skills I could develop around money & business I turn away, if I don't get it first off, if I don't understand what I should be able to, why bother. It's just not for me. Right?
Yet here I am back again, facing that part of me in other areas to. In my gender, in my relationships. Always the fighter, but what am I fighting for? It's time to step up boldly and risk it. I need to go into the discomfort. I need to be uncomfortable. To be new.
What stories are not me? I've been telling myself I'm just a female for so long that when reality sank in that I'm more than that & there have always been signs, been expressions it shattered my self identity. It lit it up. I lit a fire under me & I let it burn. It was essential.
Going back to uni for the next 13 weeks is painful. It's going to make me face the shit I don't want to deal with. People I don't want to deal with. Management of my life. My future. My potential. I know I need to do something there. Whether its pass or not. There is more I didn't allow myself to embrace the first semester. I've got to do this. Because if leo teaches me anything, it's that I'm braver than I give myself credit for.
#nonbinary #chaosmagician #empowered
life #shadowwalk #leorising #mercuryinleo #lifelit #wokeup #moneywounds #translife #lgbtq
+ #genderunravels #selfidentity #shatteredself #astrology #bravery