This hit me from left field, these feelings that you had concealed. A sense of emptiness that you revealed leaving silence over the phone line. There were some things I just couldn’t say, I thought about you every fucking day watching miles slowly cause decay while the weeks and months tear you away. But I swear there was weight in the words you said, enough to knock me off my feet and straight into your bed. These bad dreams relapse two separate marks on the same map. I keep chasing these times I know I can’t get back. Well I guess it’s just a missed sense of confidence. Don’t worry because I’ll be fine. You’ve got your city lights and I’ve got the shorelines. You will always be branded in me, a memory that I’ll try to keep out of my head, a reoccurring dream I can’t forget, so I’ll just sleep in instead. I’m leaving open seats to the New-York City streets, I always figured they’d be just a little too crowded for me. It’s just another classic case of the right person at the wrong time. You left me with a wreck inside my head, bloody knuckles and a note that read « You should’ve loved someone else instead »
I should’ve loved someone else instead.
And I know this could never work out so I’ll play it out in my head instead. From the moment that we met to those three words that you never said. You are the life support that time cut short, the skip in my heartbeat. I’m dragging my feet. You are the lock on my gate keeping me from moving on.
You left me with a wreck inside my head.
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