i feel so lost in this world. i feel like i’m alone here, only God understands me and my feelings. every night before sleep i pray and i talk to Him and tell him where i wanna be. i wanna have a voice in this world, i wanna change people, i wanna help people, i wanna live the life i pray for every night. 🖤 my dream is to be an actress, to inspire people, to send a message.
I cry a lot; I cry because of the people i’m forced to live with at school, and also other people. i live in the era when a follow on instagram is more important than a real friendship, when people destroy their friendships to get other people attention, when “you’re cool” if you smoke and do drugs, when “you’re cool” if you have bad grades at school, when you’re judged for the type of music you listen, for your sexuality, for being the REAL YOU.
But you know what? i’ll still keep crying, fighting and praying. Because faith is the most important thing in the world. Because I know that God has a plan for me. I believe and love Him -without Him I couldn’t be the person I am now. I keep him on my soul, because the soul never dies as well as my love for Him. I will fight for my dreams. By grace through faith. Thank you🙏🏻