Pintura niñas escapando con un torito, aun se encuentra en proceso como ando en examenes no he podido dedicarme mucho a esto. Quiero hacerle diseños que emulen a los toritos de pucara.
Tambien contar que mi plan era tener mis 12 niñas perdidas para el stand pero me insistieron mucho y viento ya fue vendida el jueves hago la entrega de la pintura y su certificado de autenticidad.
Acrilic paint about two girls and a traditional Pucara Bull. i think they are escaping with that cute animal.
Esta es una pintura con materiales mas simples ya que son acrilicos, acrilicos neon y cartulina simple.
I think i don't have any reasons to stay.. i don't think anyone is happy with me. No one is proud about me or something.. no one can just enjoy when i'm around. And this feeling is something that never gonna leave. It's always the same. I feel so unwanted.. if anyone should give me a reason to stay the conversation will be over soon.. because there are no reasons left.. everyone took the last piece of power from me.. and now i'm just cold.. feeling like i'm somebody else. Look i'm transgender. And i don't feel like a man at all today! I just can't deal with it.. i hate being trapped in this body. And i hate it when people don't enjoy when i'm around. I can not only see it but i can feel it too.. it's really sad.. because i'm trying sooo hard. Every day is a fight and every day i try. I'm addicted to smoking weed, today i got nothing so i have to stay sober. That's not the problem the problem is i don't feel like myself at all today.. i feel another person inside.. it's really weird to explain. I can't deal with my borderline too.. it's like it's screaming to me "hurt/kill yourself" i need to stay clean about cutting.. but it's hard.. i'm fighting right now to not hurting myself and i hope i'll succeed. I hope this night will be over soon.. because i don't wanna be here anymore.. let me just go to wonderland please.. #unhappy#sad#lostboy#lost#crying#fake#depression#boy#depressedguy#bordeline#alone#scars#unwanted#useless#worthless#lonely#dying#afraid#tired#tears#pain#ugly#problems#emotional#canttakeit#stupidme#selfhate#hatingmylife
We danced in the lights spewing from the stage.
Lyrics that I'd memorized years in advance fell from my mouth.
You turned to me and smiled.
I watched your face light up as the colors flashed you like the paparazzi.
I didn't need the stars.
You were brighter than them all.
Yet, I felt that moment fleeting.
Slowing draining like water in my hands. It all slipped away.