• I Fear •
I fear to see the full moon and the stars,
B'cause the love stories and my reality is at war.
They see in the moon, their lovers residing in cities far,
I see my dear ones, all lost in the sky full of stars.
I fear every night when the phone rings,
that I'll have to hear the news that swinge.
That another soul has got angel wings,
And from the god I should not whinge.
I fear that I never understood,
what they meant and do what I should.
I see them lying on this pile of woods,
and leaving me with their memories good.
I fear this feeling of loneliness crawling up,
B'cause too broken my heart is to suffer another breakup.
From the ones who have helped me growup,
and to accept that no more will they standup.
I fear now, when someone says they'll stay,
B'cause I know its never gonna end that way.
That someday, suddenly they'll leave me in midway,
And alone like a dead body I will lay.
I fear as the clock tells its midnight,
B'cause I'm too tired for another inner fight.
A fight with self that everything is alright,
To believe, happiness will show up in sunlight.
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