One of my favorite hymns is “I surrender all, I surrender all, all to Thee my precious savior, I surrender all”
It’s just so pure and lovely.
The act of surrendering everything to Jesus, all the messy, all of the stress, every single part of your life, that is what truly sets you free. Emerge yourself in the truth that the creator of the world will create a extraordinary life for you. Sure, it may not seem like it right now, it may seem like God is torturing you, but you have to believe that he hand down knows what is best for you! He WANTS what is best for you!
Just imagine waking up in the morning and placing everything into God’s loving hands. There is such a peace with that. An overwhelming sense of comfort will fall on you.
So pour your heart out to him. Surrender all.