(Is it a bit sad how much I love this flavor? So I've been taking beech-nut baby food stage 1 (and this one floor in stage 2, but stage 1 is easier) and breaking it down even further, pureeing it with core water then dividing them into small jars and basically making baby food icy's....I can still only keep it down on very lucky days, but they are delicious....if only it stayed down...😢😧)
Last week and this week has been so freaking crazy. With both good & bad, a lot of bad though. My mom is driving me crazy and is absolutely no help at all,my family never has been but she's getting worse 😧 HOWEVER, she's not ruining today because I'm heading up to williston,FL and checking in/settling in today because tomorrow- I'm officially being paired with my SERVICE DOG 😊😭 and that is such a major,major blessing that I keep praising the Lord for. As for my (continually declining) health, I'm just trying to get through each day until the doctors *actually* do something 😒😂 I have testing days Oct.11th-13th but until then I guess I'm on my own,as always 🤐 so yeah, I'm going to be training until the 29th with my SD (in my wheelchair, because I'm now completely bound, like 100% if I even take a few steps I fall.....) so I most likely won't be posting alot, but I'll definitely share a picture when I'm paired.
Just keep taking it moment by moment warriors...that's all we can do, sending love & prayers everyone's way.....🐶 P.s- I've been slowly drinking cap fulls of core water (2oz at most) to try and make it easier, I can still only have certain mount of liquid oz, and 1 icy (if I'm lucky) but I'm still bringing it back up,everything like I've said from the top of my esophagus all the way to the colon/rectal 100% paralyzed. So I just don't know know what to do, I can't get down medicine, food,liquids, and it's only worsening...😩 any ideas?