O N E Y E A R!! September 20, 2017 at 10:24 AM
My sweet sweet Karter David was born!!
💙💙💙 **Before Karter, I was doing good, living life as best I could but always searching for the next thing from God, always feeling sort of restless and wanting more!
**Winter Camp 2015: God called me, oh so clearly, to being a mom!
but.....sike! I didn't want kids! so that was a funny joke! HA.HA.
**January 30, 2017: Was when I found out I was pregnant and honestly, plunged straight into denial for 4 months! Hiding "it" away, praying and pleading it wasn't real and feeling so much anger and fear towards God because it was NOT what I wanted in life at that time! **Now standing on the other side, one year into this whole mom thing.....I can't help but thank God every single day for knowing me, my desires, my heart, better than I do because I can't imagine nor want my life without my love, Karter! The joy, love and laughter this sweet boy has brought me is a whole new level of life!
Don't get me wrong, there are definitely trying days, days where I question if I am even capable of this, days I feel like I'm winging every decision I make, days I want to take back.
But none of that measures up to the peace and absolute contentment I feel living everyday in the midst of what I was created to do on this earth, being a mom.
Karter David you are a world changer, my bestie at times, and one of the funniest people I know! You are stubborn but oh so sweet! You're almost smarter than me already....and as big! HA! And those dance moves and smile of yours could win any girls heart! I couldn't stop loving you even if I tried!
HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY MY LOVE
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