A few weeks ago I was lucky to have made it to @rainbowserpentfestival
I had no idea what was going to be there, I don't look at line-ups or artists that will be there, I like the element of surprise.
8 months ago someone I hold close to my heart tragically left this world, He was an amazing artist a magical soul that shone through the cosmos. The universe works in mysterious ways and somehow managed to give me the opportunity to spend time with one of his favourite artist's @chris_dyer
, It was very emotional for me to express my grief to someone I have never met, and Chris was lovely and held space to allow any healing that needed to be, Thank you Chris for being a lovely human. In my Heart I could feel Dan there with me, wishing that he could have been physically there to meet someone he admired. I was very lucky to have the universe present this portal of healing and now I have had time to reflect.
I want to say a big thank you to @zoe_rayne
for being there as emotional support and encouraging me to be open with myself so much #love
to you both 💕
I know the path of healing is a constant that will be forever changing within this human experience. I have have been on a constant exchange of energy, just after Rainbow there was an #Eclipse
since then I have been evolving and falling deeper into myself, my emotions have been on a high, my soul is being torn and battered, never in my life have I felt such grief and sadness, I've been feeling unable to express myself but I need to express I need to breathe I need to surrender to the anxiety I have dreams of #healing
and expressing myself and I want to help others to do the same. But how can I help others if I don't help myself.
Today is the beginning of my #selfexpression
no more holding back out of #fear
. Time to open up the gateway to set myself free from #suffering
I will hold myself,
I will love all of who I am,
I will embrace this life with open arm's,
I will let love in.