I’ve been up for hours.
Anyone else relate?
Same the night before
And the night before... Man- I hate them.
I’ve had them all my life but they seem to come more often after
or during a struggle I’ve been in,
Or a #difficulttime
I know it’s #warfare
A way to keep me exhausted
An attempt to discourage
A way to raise fear and
A purposeful thwart to my energy
And I come against it all with the tools and weapons I have in my arsenal...
I believe #prayerchangesthings
So that’s what I’ve been doing for the last couple hours. Using that nightmare as a tool to pray for someone who might be in that kind of situation right now. Might need protection from that kind of situation, right now. Might be struggling with dreams like me... right now.
I use it as a gift ... a thought to pray for someone else.
and in “#reallife
” scenarios... no monsters or sci fi... and it keeps me awake for hours .... So I’m tired.
But finding a moment of #gratefulness
an intention of #thanksgiving
even now... in this ... Because
I can pray.
I can stand in a gap
The Spirit can use me ...
In the middle of the night , in the early morning before dawn... under the covers of my bed. Cat sleeping by my pillow, Louie’ at my feet; hubby snoring softly next to me; in my Jammies, #messyhair
, smeared makeup (because truth: I never wash my face before bed 🙊) and bad breath and all... even like that... I am a warrior.
I couldn’t decide if a beautiful picture of sunflowers and sunsets
Was more appropriate
I don’t know who took them... sorry. But thanks - I love them both.
No matter what-
Someone needs you #standinginthegap
#dreaming #praying #battlefieldofthemind #gamechanger #lovedoes #sunflowersandsunsets #wonderwoman #warriormindset