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💀 W H O L E A G A I N 👼 It hurts to be whole. To acknowledge I'm not okay. I am healing. I am hurting. I am afraid. I am wishing for the lightness I see to come forward again. The tunnel of dark as the weight increases on my heart. This path is hard at times. I feel the bells chime and alarms cry as I sit back and feel the pressure on my chest. Its there. Constant. Not ceasing. This cycle of job no home and home no job continues as I feel the impending coming quickly. I see the signals and feel the anger my peers send to me. It breaks me, buries me, but I am whole. A jigsaw in pieces but together in one burial ground. I am together, broken and fallen, making no sound. Knowing it will improve. Knowing it will change. To be the one crying in the corner as those enrage their upset my way. Its the message to move along and be trusting in God's way. I pray 'God pass the strength my way, you give all these lessons to show me things will always change'. Man, woman, straight, gay. I feel all the polarities, i am confused as I stray. But in those steps I am whole. I am all together, splintered but strong. An oak in the core. A challenge I do adore. To conquer as whole. An old soul fruitbowl with a few bruised bananas. The mask of a snake-charmer is how I got through days before, but it made life a chore, to feel and see the surface, to ignore the core. Yet now I am whole. In the depths of all. Closed remains my jaw. I speak less and feel more. The ones that feel me will give the opportunities of salvation. To reach the next destination. Its a strange feeling to be in, to be whole and broken, blossoming and rotten. Yet I am whole. New seeds grow in the past self's rotting, to replenish my soul for new love to arise. It shall be the patient prize. A feeling of new eyes meeting. Ceasing time. It will be sublime. Yet now I am whole. I am broken. And all shall come forward as I am embrace this moment. I am whole. I am feeling. All of me. That needs my attention. So I sit and be. Go to the depths. Deep breathes. This too shall pass. No more stepping barefoot on broken glass. This is the chance. To grow and feed next years plants. #poem #wholeagain #notokay
@sicknotweak @michael_landsberg Today’s #landsblog is bang on. Everyone needs to feel they can speak up. The problem being when I spoke up, this happened: (LinkInBio) gofundme.com/1st-responder-… #NotOkay #HELP #firstresponders #Firefighters #InthisTogether #emergencynurse @wounded.warrior #abandoned #gofundme https://www.gofundme.com/1st-responder-with-ptsd-abandoned?sharetype=teams&member=1115410&pc=ot_co_dashboard_a&rcid=193f3c878d924f5684162e140eeac02c
You know you're not even 5 months old yet, right? #notokay #slowdown
my sister comes home from college tomorrow for Thanksgiving break & i’m sO EXCITED. i love her so much, y’all. (wow, i’m actually in a good mood today)😆🥰🤩🤪💓 (ignore the tags) { #sad #quotes #depressed #selfharm #suicidal #poetry #notokay #youdeservebetter #youllbeokay #tiredofliving #overthinking #anxiety #love #feelings #pain #alone #lonely #cutting #sadness }
TW: Child abuse Instead of doing damage control, playing victim and disabling comments, how about you address this shit happening to the actual owner of "your" logo, @girlgangxoliverpool ? "Oh we don't condone bullying" yet you ignore anything your supporters are doing while you keep trying to spin a false narrative on what happened. Let me help with that, by the way: 1) you stole a logo and added the minutest of adjustments 2) the owner @sugarbone found out and asked you not to use it 3) you and your friends and family acted high and mighty about it, claiming copyright and threatening legal action 4) social media caught on to your bullshit 5) you try to save face by claiming you were bullied and boohoo you need to rebrand, instead of professionally owning up to what you did in the first place 6) you're showing us how awful your corner of the world is by not only reacting to all of this the way you do, but also being two-faced as fuck by pretending to care about strong women, yet when one crosses your path you try to destroy her Get real, stop pretending you care about any other woman then yourselves and get your act together. (Ps, last guy, you have daughters for fucks sake, how can you wish abuse on any other woman you twisted shit) #artthieves #awful #bullying #notokay #fakepositivity #selfish #vile #girlgang #girlgangxo #girlpower #butnotreally
Show: Glee
Just woke up lol
Show: Vampire Diaries
Not really liking these new decorations 🤬🤢😑 #1likeandillripittoshreds #hatethis . But it’s better than those high water bills I’ve been paying lately 😾😤 #notokay
Gnash is very underrated don’t fight me about it. ~e - - - - - #nichememes #sad #notokay #candles #netflix #youtube #bedrooms #hotchocolate #cozy #gnash #babykitty #ew #ihatemyself #hastag
a Queen will always turn pain into power 👑 #notokay #butthatsokay #fighter #nevergiveup #onedayatatime #power #badday #notabadlife
Rake America Great Again. Find this framed print in our Redbubble store. Link in profile. #saysomethingdesign #redbubble #redbubblecreate #framedart
As most of you guys know, I took another social media break shortly after another one. This is because I haven't been okay recently. I won't go into details, but I have been struggling with extreme anxiety and shame for elements of who I am (hence the hands). But you know what? It's okay if you're struggling. It's okay if you aren't okay. Because God has got your back. Even if you don't believe in Him, He's there for you. #MaybeItsOkay Song: Maybe It's Okay by @wearemessengers - - - #musicblog #music #musical #musicvideo #musiccover #musica #musically #sing #singer #singersongwriter #singing #songwriter #songwriting #songwriter #Christian #Christianity #hope #okay #notokay #wearemessengers
One more old painting I found. It's from 2014, but I just can't believe how perfectly it shows the current state of my mind! She has my face as well - how creepy... I wish I had her hair... or the ones I used to have when I painted this - not that colourless shit without shine growing on my head now. . . . #melancholy #notokay #slowlydying #disappearing #emptiness #darkart #ghost #phantom #revenant #victorian #victorianghost #nightgown #nostalgic #oldfashioned #moodygrams #spooky #creepy #ghoststory #gothic #victoriangothic #darkvictorian #deadinside #traditionalart #handpainted #acrylic #acrylicpainting #creepyportrait #portrait
He was the best big brother 💕 I’m angry that you’re gone bro and I miss you every single fucking day. There’s no words #notokay #notfair #ineedyouback #fuckdeath #23
I don’t really know what’s been happening, I’ve only seen some posts. But my only opinion that I should share is that; wow... I mean. Wow... Consent is consent when a yes is shared between all individuals involved. Period. - I had something recently happen to me, it was a weird situation. I didn’t know what to do, I had to think quick. I was hanging out with this guy, I was actually happy because he was so kind to me. First time in awhile a guy wasn’t trying to just F*ck me. But, I was wrong. After eating dinner he cooked for us we were watching some tv and he tried to finger me. I said no. He told me yes. - I checked my phone and told him I had to leave. He told me I can stay for another half hour. I told him no. He told me yes. - I stood up. He grabbed my keys. I said I was expected home. He said ok. I left. I blocked him. And if I ever see him in person I’ll act as though nothing ever happened, but I won’t ever forget the uncomfortable sensation he left on me. And how pained I am since. - - #metoo #metoomovement #standstrong #speakout #notokay #imhereforyou #itsokay #consent #yes #no #silenceisnotconsent #reasonsihatebeingagirl #womenencouragingwomen #womenempowerment #womensmarch #female #male #uncomfortable #ouch #sex #abuse #standstrong #women #woman #womenquotes #womenhelpingwomen #womeninspiringwomen #womanlikeme #womenlikeme
crazy how much of a dh u are, and im always the nices yo u. #notokay #cut #diff
It's okay💔 #okay #notokay
167 too much. pretty okay though. but. my limit was 1000. and i ate 1453. even more. and idk but i'm bloated af rn and it's annoying. why did i even eat? i mean, i wasn't even hungry. but: i did like 70 squads today (with weights) and it was like pretty nice to work out. idk but in comparison ro yesterday its fine. #cantsleep #lonely #lonelysquad #lonelybuthavefriends #killme #wannabedeath #death #cry #depressionisdark #depressionmemes #depressedquotes #depressed #iamlit #iamfine #not #fakeme #foreveralone #notokay #anorexia #iamfat #depression
⚠️Oh honey I joined that club a long time ago... I joined when I realized how worthless and dumb I was, I joined it when I realized I had no shoulder to cry and no one left with me⚠️ • • • #depressed #depression #suicidal #suicideboys #selfharm #depressedquotes #suicide #bipolar #anxiety #worthless #heartbroken #cuts #razors #hurt #disgusted #deadinside #dead #killme #notokay #helpme #imnotenough
You can be what you want if you try ❤️ - - - - #notokay #depressed #hell #imfine #youareyou #youareeverything
Just tired,mom,just tired😶 #true #alone #sad #notokay #unhappy #tears #cry #cuts #f4f #l4l
You are who you want to be ❤️ - - - - #notokay #depressed #hell #imfine #bewhoyouwanttobe
I start to feel pain in my chest without him.I miss him so much.He made me feel better and now he's gone.I'll always love him😭❤ #sad #suicidal #dead #tired #awful #unhappy #over #tears #cuts #depression #cry #notokay #fine #mood #alone
This is my “are you *ucking serious” face coupled with my “I can’t solve this” and “feel like a failure” face. Some teens broke into our backyard (we have a fenced in and locked slice of land) by breaking our gate in an attempt to steal my scooter. This also happened when we first moved in 2015 so we closed off the backyard and keep locked it up. This time, our neighbors saw the kids and called the police so all is well but I am so mad/angry/upset because I want to move and financially, we just can’t. This makes me feel like a failure and pretty desperate - I just want to feel safe. I got assaulted over a year ago less than a mile from home and still stress out when I leave the house - I deal with it pretty well or keep it inside but it’s exhausting to go through everyday. Now my own yard feels violated and it seems pathetic that we can’t move our family to a different neighborhood. I don’t like to run from my problems and wanting to move feels like that’s what I’m doing but, I can’t fix this. We hope to move in a couple years but right now, being trapped in a place where I feel unsafe cuts pretty deep. #notokay #baltimore #pissedoff #safetyfirst #feelingpathetic
I wish I was dead right now cause it hurts too much,I can't take it...😭💔 Credit:@deppressiontbh #sad #sadedits #tired #moody #cry #tears #getusedtoit #pain #death #suicide #notokay #unhappy #over
This is what it takes! Great hearts and steps by these awesome teens. Read full story in bio link 👆🏼 Share Share Share #notokay #itsokay #savinglives #mentalhealth #stopstigma #suicideprevention
Info an unsere Brides to be 💥. Wir nehmen bei dieser Sendung nicht mehr teil. #nofairplay #byebye #notokay
#Repost @lindsaybraman with @get_repost ・・・ There are no bad emotions. Help yourself and your relationships grow by practicing kindness towards all emotions. . . . We sometimes get taught that there are "good" and "bad" emotions- but all emotions are normal and part of being human. Stifling a "bad" feeling like anger or sadness, usually ends up making it bigger and scarier. Instead, experiment with mindful acceptance: trust your body to feel what you feel and know that all emotions are temporary. . . . Printable version of this lettering will be available for download next weekend via Patreon (link in profile) . . . . #mentalhealthawareness #depression #mentalhealth #anxiety #psychotherapy #therapy #psychology #counseling #mentalhealth #selfcare #wisdom #counselingworks #psychotherapyworks #psychotherapist #healing #selfcare #counselor #mindfulness #schoolcounselor #goodvibesonly #goodvibes #onlygoodvibes #nobadvibes #itsokaynottobeokay #notokay #psychotherapist #recovery #recoveryispossible
Mayday. Current location; softplay. No caffeine in drinks. Decaff insufficient. Send help.....And coffee. . . . . . . . . . . . #coffee #softplay #crazy #mood #wtf #wth #momlife #monday #picoftheday #notokay
Follow me- @quote.s_life_me for more deep quotes and edits :) ⚠️Quick reminder: YOU ARE LOVED AND PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU, DONT LET A BUNCH OF FUCKED UP PEOPLE LET U THINK OTHERWISE, I LOVE YOU AND I CARE ABOUT YOU. Please stay strong ❤️❤️ (DMs always open for anyone) CAN Y’ALL HELP ME REACH 💢800💢 FOLLOWERS PLEASE❣️ #like4like #love #quotes #lovequotes #brokenheart #sadquotes #sadedits #followme #follow4like #likesforlikes #likeforfollow #lonely #mymind #sad #shoutout #grudge #memes #brokenheart #messedup #animated #anime #scars #heart #fuck #aesthetics #sadedits #anxiety #depressed #suicide #selfharm #bipolar #notokay
Seriously... this is not a good look for me. #reindog #gettingreadyforchristmas #santapaw #overit #notokay #titoontherocks
Why do women make it difficult for other women to receive justice when sex assaults & rape happen? #inequality #timetoact #DearProfessorFord #WeBelieveChristine #IBelieveWomen #IBelieveHer #YesAllWomen #noshame #HealMeToo #IHave #whywomendontreport #timesup #metoo #notokay #right2consent #ihearyou #rapecultureiswhen #restinlove #wallofsilence Take our Rape Culture Survey - https://bit.ly/2P8F7F9
I'm not okay and that is okay. You either are aware or your not that, I'm going through a separation. I'm not suppose to talk about it, I'm suppose to sugar coat it. When people ask why we separated I'm suppose to say we wanted to different things in life, which is true, to a degree. I'm not about to get into details, so if that's why your reading this, fuck right off. I'm writing this because even though I smile, although I seem like I'm holding it together, I'm a hot mess and that's okay. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, sometimes I get super angry or frustrated, I procrastinate on simple tasks, I can't control my shaking hands or my mind constantly races. Some people have told me I seem to have the easy end of my separation, like nothing is bothering me because I often smile or have a positive outlook on life. It's perfectly fine to feel all the emotions I'm feeling and still not be okay or sometimes be perfectly okay. I'm healing, I'm grieving, I suffered a loss. And that is okay. So when my Instagram or Facebook looks happy and full of life, remember it's just social media and I'm still human.
p167 낯모르는 사람이나 가볍게 아는 사람이 내 젠더 때문에 내게 모욕과 피해를 가하고 심지어 죽일수도 있다는것, 그런 불운을 피하려면 내가 한시도 빠짐없이 경계해야 한다는것. ㅡ #여자들은자꾸같은질문을받는다 #리베카솔닛 #notokay ㅡ 학교에서 제대로된 여성학 수업도 듣고 나름 생각이 정립되어 있다고 생각했는데, 최근 헷갈리는 사회현상이 많아 다시 공부중
ikke greit😂🤦🏽‍♀️ . . #ikkegreit #trist #lol #arendal #notokay
We’re stalked by the FBI... 👀#wtaf #notokay
Bloopers from this weekend^ I would’ve recorded more but 98% of the trails were #notokay soooo yeah✌🏻
Chapter 2 final page (38) . . OH MY ARCERUS THIS SO CUTE!! And no leafeon flareon is NOT okay btw FINALLY! Chapter 2 is done! I am gonna upload chapter 3 in the next weak? Idk see you guys in the next chapter!! Artist : pkm-150 #eeveelutions #eevee #jolteon #leafeon #flareon #cute #daddy #dad #notokay #fine #kid #final #page #finalpage
I’m having a mental breakdown! #highschoolreunion #notready #help #notokay
Good morning, you beautiful ❤️
Show: The Office
God, I hate them so much.
Rainy daze this weekend. Now trying to live life while the gilet jaunes block the roads and the police sit idly by, hoping there is no more violence. #rainydaze #outnumbered #notokay
~Thanks to YOU I'm surrounded by loneliness...~ • • • #single #lonely #pain #hurt #done #emo #suicidal #notokay #emogirl #tears #painful #alone #why
Okay Sunday, I see you✨ _ Thanks for being the hostess with the mostess @jdarambel @jdslates
The cutting down of the forest for palm oil plantations isn’t just affecting humans. Thousands of animals are killed each and every year from the slash and burn of the forest • • Some local Politicians provide illegal permits and concessions to palm oil companies in exchange for commissions, which are often channeled into reelection campaigns #notokay #stoppalmoilplantations
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