I instantly thought about David. He ended up being Saul’s enemy despite having defeated Goliath and saving HIS life and despite being best friend to HIS son Jonathan. But, notice David is also the one who orders the hit on Bathsheba’s husband and has him killed, despite David’s military conquests and wins for the kingdom and all the good he has done. On the one hand, from Saul’s point of view David is the problem and it wasn’t of David’s own doing but on the other hand in Bathsheba’s case David was the problem and it was of David’s own doing. This is the proof that due to our fallible, fallen, human state... 1) even when we are “good” we still have tendencies that are “bad”. And 2) even when we are good, it doesn’t stop people from BELIEVING we are bad. Wwwwwwwwww. I’m going to bed. I’m through. I need time to process these findings right here 😨😱✌🏽💡💡💡~@adarraaa
#reposted #life #reality #human
“I seem to be carried into my own world...” .
There are days where I seem to be living in my imagination rather than reality. And I honestly prefer it that way. I can be whoever I want to be, and go around from storyline to storyline and see how my characters are doing. But, whenever I go to these places, I lose track of reality. As much as I want to, I can’t live in both worlds at the same time. How long will it be before I realize that, life isn’t what I want it to be? I must learn that for every dark situation I come across, I can’t simply escape by running into my daydreams. I need to wake up and figure who truly am inside...