#selfharrm

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7 months of being clean down the drain. Relapsing is hard. But I choose to go on. Had a therapy appointment booked as soon as it happened so for now I'm going to (try to) be kind to myself. ◦ #recovery #roadtorecovery #healingroadtorecovery #healing #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #positive #gettingbetter #motivation #help #support #selfharrmmm #selfharmmm #selfharrm #selfharn #automutilation #selfinjury #selfhurt #selfhate #depression #anxiety #selflove #selfcare #youcandoit #relapse
I’ve been at a constant impasse with my identity as of late. My being, my expression, what to call myself. Not knowing who I am or what I was. It was a struggle caused, yeah, by me, but also by ideas of what gender expression had to be that I saw constantly. The thought of having to dress a certain way cause I feel more masculine, or fix my hair to align with non-binary identities. Notions of there existing a right and wrong way to be trans. A flurry of dos and do-nots of being in the trans umbrella that beat me to the ground. It took some time, a lot of crying, and a lot of fighting with myself. I finally got to a place where I can accept my own identity. So here I am, determined to be happy and confident. Unapologetically trans*. Confidentially non-binary. No, I’m not in any place to “recover.” I want to, but I, mentally, am not ready. One day, yeah. But this huge, hard step is the first to pulling me out of this pit. Let’s see how this goes. 🖤 - #trans #nonbinary #lgbt #lgbtq 🌈 #transman #ftm #agender #transpride #lgbtpride - - - #depression #anxiety #selfharmmmm #selfharmguy #ana #anorexia #eatingdisorders #cuts #selfharrm #depressedteen #depressedguy #tryingtorecover #hurt #support #0daysclean #nohope #killme #killmymind
Det har varit svårt, men jag lyckades 😀 Det är det längsta som jag lyckats vara självskadefri sedan jag började självskada. Hoppas bara jag lyckas längre. Känns nästan som om det kmr att hända något dem närmsta dagarna 😥😣 #självskada #självskadefri #psynligt #psykiskohälsa #psykisk #asperger #add #adhd #livet #hardlife #livetärsvårt #selfharrm #selfharmfree #1month4days #1month #😣 #😀 #hoppasdethållerisig #hopp #svårt #döden #rakblad #sår #självhat #kropphat #självskadebeteende
I am mostly scared of passing time, the world outside seems more unkind, inevitable tragedies will soon be mine"
"I know I'm fine.... Right?"💋 _ ( Via : @hopeelless )
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"But it really wouldn't help..." 💔💋 _ ( Via : @hopeelless )
Shout out to anyone who got out of bed this morning, to anyone who is still fighting. Sometimes it feels like there’s nothing to be proud of ourselves for, but I think just being alive in this crazy world is something to be proud of. Don’t forget to count the little things as well🍃🍂 happy first day of fall☺️ ~ ~ ~ #selfharrm #positivevibes #hardtimes #recovery #recoveryisworthit #anorexia #bulimia #eatingdisorder #ednos #eatingdisorderrecovery #suicide #anxiety #depression #motivation #quotes #staystrong #perfectlyimperfect #perfect #perfection #bpd #suicideawareness
I wonder why I trust people over and over again when I know they will leave. They promise they are different and like a fool, I believe. The more I trust, the more pain when they leave... #why #sad #sadness #cry #cries #crying #depressed #depression #cut #cutting #cuttingmyself #selfhate #selfinjury #selfharrm #tears #love #pain #anime #failure #alone #ihatemyself #sadquotes #blood #scars #dissapointed #depressedquotes #broken #heneverlovedme
had an ok day i guess..just the same as all the rest really. feeling tired and too many thoughts a lot but ig it’s ok. nothing i’m not already used to. and again i feel so frustrated that i can’t really explain how i’m feeling 😣 like i kinda understand it in my head but i can’t piece it together clearly enough for anyone to understand so idk. ig it isn’t really that important. i hope you all have a good night 🌌✨ . . . . . #depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
this is what im gonna dye my hair like once my purple dye arrives in the post <3 my hairs been pretty much every color (some multiple times) n out of it all my 2 favs were purple n green so i’m doing both at the same time ! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~[#secretsociety123 #selfharmmm #depressing #selfharrm #selfhatred #paleaesthetic #selfharmm #selfharrrm #selfhate #suicidial #anxiety #ventart #hurting #ihatemyself #originalcharacter #persona #oc #creepy #notokay #selfdestructive #mentalillness #creepycute #goreaesthetic #death #dollkin #tw #bloodaesthetic #blood #selfharn ]
“I wish that I had known that fighting depression would be the hardest battle I’d have to fight. I convinced my parents that it was imperative that I get counseling, and I went to a psychiatrist in early sophomore year. I wish I had known that I’m worth more than a grade, a test score, or an award. This is what I would say to my younger self: you are worthy and your journey deserves to be heard.” . ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
never gonna be good enough for anyone..😫 • • • Follow @depresseddmoon (me) for more content like this!📈 Dms are always open, dm me if you ever need help📥❤️ • • Tags- [Ignore] #depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
I need sleep.. I couldn't sleep last night• • • Follow @depresseddmoon (me) for more content like this!📈 Dms are always open, dm me if you ever need help📥❤️ • • Tags- [Ignore] #depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
no one realises........... I'm so sick and tired and everyone thinks I'm okay :)))• • • Follow @depresseddmoon (me) for more content like this!📈 Dms are always open, dm me if you ever need help📥❤️ • • Tags- [Ignore] #depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
too true.. IM SO ALONE AT SCHOOL I WANNA DIE ITS KILLING ME. Everyone knows I'm a loner. I have no friends • • • Follow @depresseddmoon (me) for more content like this!📈 Dms are always open, dm me if you ever need help📥❤️ • • Tags- [Ignore] #depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
so true :'( I hate everything about me from my fat legs, stomach arms, ugly freckles, spots, dark eyes, man jawline, teeth.. and loads.. I wanna be pretty😭😫 • • Follow @depresseddmoon (me) for more content like this!📈 Dms are always open, dm me if you ever need help📥❤️ • • Tags- [Ignore] #depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
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Y'all are amazing And if you ever feel like giving up I just want you to remember why you kept fighting for until now And how your loved one's will feel about it How you won't be with them anymore How your best friend will feel when they hear that you killed yourself How your little sister/brother will start to scream when they see you on the ground with blood everywhere And your Mom starts to cry as she see's you gone Your dad starts to tear up knowing you will never be here anymore.. When they announce that you comitted suicide in school your classmates will be shocked since you were the happy kid who was smiling all the time They will cry too.. SO THE THING IS SUICIDE AFFECTS EVERYONE WETHER YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT So please keep fighting We need you here And you matter Seek help if you can Or just talk to someone you trust Dm me if you want Just don't give up You little fighter 💜
Today was kinda good
Me jode tanto necesitarte,  pero me jode más que no te interese en lo más mínimo,  que ni siquiera seas capaz de preguntar qué me sucede, solo la indiferencia se apodera de ti, ¿Era sincero entonces lo que me decías o solo era euforia momentánea? Me jode tanto esto como no tienes idea. . . . . . . . #suicidal #suicide #depression #depressed #grunge #sad #anxiety #bipolar #nohope #Imworthless #worthless #readytodie #killme #dark #pointless #darkness #blue #hairstyle #bluehair #tattoo #scars #blood #selfharrm #ugly #notokay #alternative #alternativeboy
- You are so enough. And you always matter in this world. I hope you're having a good Friday night. I'm just stuck in my dorm sick so if anyone wants to chat hmu! I got a position as an exec member in a mental health club at my college and I now run all their social media's and it's really cool. I'm really happy I got the position. The account is @ umttrpsu in case anyone cares lol (I'm just proud of it and I've been self promoting lately) - Katie 🦋 - Tags: #depression #depressed #anxiety #anxietydisorder #ocd #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #panicdisorder #selfharrm #anorexia #eatingdisorder #selflove #poetry #fighter #suicidal #mentalillness #mentalhealth #positivity #recovery #positive #selfhelp #quote #quotes #selfcare #support #happiness #love #care #recover #recovering #umttr
had an ok day i guess..just been feeling like all the other days really. was a struggle to even get out of bed i wasn’t very motivated to do anything 😕 i feel fine now i just wish all these simple things any normal person could do wouldn’t end up being so difficult for me 😞 it’s hard to get out of bed..hard to keep a conversation with anyone without feeling useless or anxious..sometimes don’t even want to eat or do anything besides feel horrible for some unknown reason i can rarely pinpoint. i just hate being this way..being me 😕 i wish i could explain it all or heck even just being able to say it as it is would be nice but i can’t. maybe one of these days it’ll be different but idk. i hope you all have a good night 🌌✨ . . . . . #depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
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