Just for today,
I/Eye will not worry.
We’ve been busy, as of late, figuring out home life. For so long my work was taking care of strangers and having help at home. Now it’s home always. Helping heal others comes natural. Healing myself, caring for myself, doing home life... that’s the challenge for me. The unseen acts of love. Behind the scenes, everyday, regular house stuff, that’s the work that has allowed me to grow and dive deep.
When encountering people in my former years, as an ER nurse, everyone acknowledged the gritty and arduous work it took. But now, now eye find myself trying to justify what Eye do here. How staying at home is my job, having part time small businesses is work, figuring out and healing myself is hard... This part of my life is something that my soul secretly longed for. And here it is, yet to most (especially to loved ones), it’s not a valid form of work. It’s ok to not understand other peoples choices, especially when they aren’t the mainstream but it’s not ok to speak to someone as if they’re waisting their time with home life.
My heart truly admires and apologizes to anyone I ever turned my nose up at for “only” being a stay at home mom. This shit is as real as it gets. Probably even more (in my humble opinion). Before I could escape to the “real” world, for 14 hours, 3 times a week. I could socialize with adults, I could eat my food with 2 hands and in peace, I could go to the bathroom by my self, I could drive listening to whatever music I wanted, and the list goes on. Yes, I was going to a place I hated, still, it was an escape. But when I was at work, I longed to be home and when I was at home, I was overwhelmed with home life.
These days me, myself and I/Eye, we are looking for home-life balance. Creating bliss and harmony at home and love in our little World.... that is my fucking Job.... as of late. •
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