Have you ever been given the hope or promise of an amazing opportunity, followed by a season of silence and waiting that leaves you wondering if it really was meant for you? It’s the worry that goes, “Is someone holding out on me?”.
My heart is undergoing a season of training to learn patience - and trust - that I will not miss out. The Bible says, “Do not worry about tomorrow”, and I realised that I spend so much time thinking about the greatness of the future that I forget to see value in the now. Maybe all my future plans are intentionally left as question marks, just so I can sow into what is around me Today.
And so I wait, with no certainty or control over the future. To be honest, it drives me a little crazy. But I don’t want to struggle or fight. I know that there’s one thing I have control of: my decision to choose the right things on this very day. I can choose to be at rest. I can choose to worship Him. I can choose to be present with my family and friends. I can choose to use my time to write, create, and learn. It may be all right now. But I am sure that it is enough for today.
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