Can I just say that it's sooo rare to find a chill kpop fan? Even when they say they're chill they aren't at all. And I'm not gonna say I'm one because even I have my moments where I just go all "uwu". The only chill fan I've talked to is an editor, and when I say she's chill, I mean it. And some accounts are just so annoying tbh, and that's the reasons why I've unfollwed so many accounts recently. I'm very "picky" with people in general tbh idk... I like to think I'm mature/experienced enough to know who's genuine or not? And I always look forward to meet new people and I like to go outside and do stuff (basically and extrovert). Guys don't give in to the "Im and introvert because I dont like people" cuz I used to have that mind set, but when you explore new stuff and meet new people that are all different it really does help you find yourself. And I understand if you have anxiety(which I unfortunately suffer from 😅), depression or any type of mental disorder it's hard, it really is. I used to live with all this anxiety in me. Being paranoid, nervous, uncomfortable in any situation is so stressing and overwhelming. But from experience starting small, like buying different clothes then what you're used to wear can be a start. I can recall situations where I had panic attacks about little stuff and now I've noticed that I don't feel as nervous as I used to when I go through something similar and it makes me really happy because I didn't even notice how much I improved in keeping myself calm, and it makes me really happy. But I feel like the main reason is because I cut ties with so many toxic people that would always make me feel overwhelmed, uncomfortable and ovethink. And if you're surrounded with toxic people that being friends, teachers, and even family which can be a sensitive topic it really doesn't matter in what way they're related to you, if you feel like theyre keeping you away from what you want to be, cut them off. You do you. Anyways that's that, idek what this is tbh it took a lot of turns and there's probably a lot of grammar mistakes but hopefully you guys got the message. (That's if any of you guys read it) send me you tells btw, link in bio?