What am I going to feed myself on? That's the thought of the day. We all have a duality, it's one of the Laws of Nature and existence, duality. Still, which side am I going to nurture when I feel scared, attacked, sad, guilty, coward, powerless, stuck, not able to bring forth, dumb, heavy, abandoned, not belonging, kicked from paradise, shineless, invisible, weak, messy, chaotic, with no relations, no friends, dying, super attached, unconscious, strict, unyielding, lacking purpose, disconnected, short sighted, faithless, ungrateful, lacking self love, love and faith? All of those brought by an external circumstance, of course. Those feeling exist, and I should not pretend they don't, on the contrary, I feel that by ignoring them, not acknowledge their existence they'll grow and take control over me, I'd be giving them the power to control myself, my life. I don't want that. I rather go through the immense effort and courage of acknowledging their existence, accepting and embracing them, so I can bring their counterparts of Light, and thus feed myself of feeling safe, flowing, joyful, deserving, courageous, powerful, moving forward, able to bring forth, wise, light, belonging, included, in paradise, shining, visible, strong, structured, balanced, with relations and friends, living, respectful of others’ free will, conscious, understanding, yielding, having purpose, connected, open minded, faithful, self loving, gratitude vibrating love 💜
I guess I can just accept it's possible to choose what to feed myself with regardless of what whichever external circumstance made me feel, there's always a way, infinite ways actually.
Pic taken at Home Sweet Home just having breakfast outside and enjoying what I can feel and experience at the moment.
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