There’s so many dates in the year that have exceptional meaning to me, and well today handsome, today is one of them - but I also can’t help but think that on this twenty-third just three months prior to now, this day was significant to your lifeline. I remember it as you put it, the day your life became a complete wreck. Even so, I came as soon as you called, always dropping what I was doing because no matter the time I just wanted to be with you and in your presence. You used to tell me I could fix anything; that I was the levelheaded one, but that week I failed. I failed you, us, and everything in between.
And it’s just I feel broken. All these memories flashing back, drowning me in my head. I look back at our pictures and I break, seeing that smile, the way you’d flex, the pure joy you had on that face that you expressed to me just that week you felt with me. Optimism it was.
I look back and I’m cracking, constantly being flooded with images and thoughts of you. You changed my life completely just a year ago on this date. We picked each other and although our journey was rough, to the end we still picked one another - and I so desperately miss you and the adventure we had. I believe miracles do exist, and you were mine, but I just wish there’d been more time for the magic of a miracle to help save you. My handsome, my whole heart. 📸|| thank you @jyoonbuhg
for capturing this on the day we set lanterns for you ❤️