I got to spend most of the day with my son....and I truly cherish the moments I get to spend with him. I often wonder what goes on in his mind. What is he thinking about? How does he perceive this world? Then there are those very intimate moments where he grabs my face and stares at my eyes with a smile...when he puts his hand over my heart. When he sniffs his sisters hair and smiles. When he jumps and makes “happy” noises. I am very grateful to be the parent to a special child. I will never be embarrassed or ashamed of him. On the contrary, I will embrace him and always fight for him and with him. I am a mom to a two beautiful children and that is the best thing that has ever happened to me. 💙💖 #myjourney #myheart #grateful #blessed #makingmemories #thisiswhatmatters #autismmom #thatsmile #mamabear
I wish I didn’t have to know this pain. I wish I could rewind. I don’t want to feel this way anymore, but I know it will never go away. How could it ever go away, I love you with my whole heart and soul.
I still don’t understand. I’ll never understand. This pain is so exhausting it sucks the life right out of me. This nightmare is stuck on replay running through my mind. I’m still waiting to wake up and see you standing by my side. Everyday I wake up the hole in my heart gets deeper.
I can not wait for the day you’re in my arms again. When all the sadness goes away. When my soul is restored and my heart is filled once again.
#grieving #missyou #myworld #thatsmile #myfavoritebigboy #momofboys #rememberingwyatt #idontunderstand #untilwemeetagain
TBT, being adopted I was always curious about my DNA and siblings...this picture was recently sent to me...it’s my 1/2 brother that I never had a chance to meet. I think we would’ve had an interesting conversation about life and circumstances...maybe in a different lifetime we’ll meet up.
So hopefully third time is the charm with the doctors appointments this week and we’re on the mend! So happy to see my sweet girl getting some energy back and trying to sneak more play time in even though mom put the toys away and said bedtime ☺️ #notevenmadthough #ibuprofenismybestfriend #thatsmile
These two have started their own club without me and I’m a little mad about it, but this pic... 😍
Another helping of father/son fabulousness. #thatsmile
This little guy GETS IT. He is brave like Riley. He even used his Riley the Brave sticker for inspiration when he was learning to ride his bike. Oh my heart. 🐻Available in English and Spanish - last day for $5 off your order🐘