"It's ok to be a little fucked up in the head.
It's when you're fucked up in the heart that makes you a piece of shit."
is what they call me. My emotions, always all over the place. I'm depressed, i'm lonely, & the next minute I'm laughing erratically planning to conquer the world with the biggest competitive #smile
on my face - & when I show to be happy that's when two of things happen:
I am accused of being on a #manic
people believe it & become blind to the pain that still exist within me.
Maybe it is I who push others away. My helplessness, my weirdness, the strange things I say & do, my uncomprhendable pain hidden by a sweet smile holding back unreasonable anger - it's all too much for a "normal" person to understand.
It's because of this pain that I refuse to be the cause of pain to others. My heart is much too kind.
But with kindness comes #pain
& you will meet many people who will take advantage of you & you will be pushed to your limits. You will want to seek revenge & slowly feel your heart turn to stone.
, "be heartless, you are too kind that's why you get hurt." It may very well be the case - but then I remember I am not like them. I continue to be kind, I withstand the pain, the pressure because I know with just a little bit more patience this heart of stone, under so much heat & pressure, is bound to become a beautiful DIAMOND ♦️💎♦️
All those emotions; #depression
, happiness, thrown in with #anger
pain & sadness are going to happen. Sometimes all at the same time. It's life - you cannot live your life in one emotion. Be kind & understand others just as you want to be understood.
Don't change! Be crazy, be silly, be weird, be whatever, because life is too short to be anything else but happy.
Be remembered as the strange, crazy even, but kind person people forgot to appreciate & soon will realize when they see the unbelievably valuable diamond of a heart toy hold within ♦️♡♦
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