the day i first saw you, i hated you. you were the type of person i told myself i would never fall for, so full of yourself, not a single care in the world, you walked around as if you owned the world and i hated it. i remember the way you didnt even notice me, or anyone else, until the day you saw me, you came up and you said hello.
the day i first met you, i hated you. you were the type of person i decided i hated, such a big ego, not a care in the world, while i was suffering with all my problems and cares everyday. you said hello and smiled and in that moment my mind, body and soul all realized you were gunna change my life.
the day we kissed, i hated you. you were the type of person i never wanted to kiss. yet there i was losing myself in the moment. my lips against yours.
the day you asked me to be yours, i hated you. you had tore down all my walls, i was vulnerable. i was in love. i hated it. i tried so hard to build up those walls and never love again, but there i was, loving you.
today, i love you. youre the type of person i only ever dreamed of. but its been over a year and you are the person who changed my life and continues to change it. i never imagined this. i forgot how to hate, cause you, you taught me how to love again.
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