My ED is finally somewhat leaving me alone and not telling me to be underweight anymore, I know people that are slowly getting one though and I’m not sure if I should warn them or leave them alone.
can someone tell me why i got really good eyelash glue when i suck at putting false eyelashes on and i dont even do it a lot which is why im bad at it?
hey y’all its been a while, i go back to school tomorrow & i still haven’t finished or started most things (i love suffering apparently) i was supposed to go back today but i couldn’t get myself to get out of bed so my mom let me stay home but now imma cramp everything ive been procrastinating in the next few hours i have ((: anyways idk if you care or have even read this but im not going to be posting as much until i feel better 😅🥵
HONEST post ... I am posting this for me I wanted to share it to try help someone not go as far as me and just to say Don’t be so hard on ya self !!!! all I am seeing at the moment is diet this diet that and OMG I just said to Jess on pm by now I usually would be stuffing my face with laxatives to strive for perfection.. these photo s were taken just before I started instagram 18 months ago when I had starved my self I am 5.8 and went down to under 7.5 stone to try to be perfect the devil took control again and this time nothing was stopping me to get to my goal ...scales 4/5 times a day I thought half a stone and I be happy NO maybe a stone NO so I keep going .. I ended up in hospital loosing my gallbladder and recovery from that I went down even more under 7.5 stone and was I happy NO never felt so bloody ill in my life .. I couldn’t sleep coz the bones in my back dug in the bed .. I was so cold all the time and had to sleep in tracksuits my blanket and 2 covers and my god I have never experienced anxiety like it .. I barely left the house coz when I did people would stare and tell@me
I looked awful !! We all look at models people half our age magazines and strive to be perfect !!! No one is perfect
As the weight crept on after a year of weekly therapy 2 hours a week I have tried so hard to not let the devil take over .. I am now lax free for over a year after been told next to go would be my bowel ☹️ I have never been more unhappy with my weight but the devil had ruled me for to many years and now as I am older I know life is so short and precious
I may not be a size 6 super model but neither are 99% of us !!! I felt I needed to write this post to just say out loud
Just try not to be to hard on ya self
Don’t compare your self to girls half ya age or no kids or in magazines.. you are you
You are alive and we are all beautiful ❤️ #eating #body #positive #image #diet #perfection #scales #instagram #airbrush #fat #thin #goal
your top three underrated kpop groups? 🍢
i gotta start my school projects soon🥵🥵
I wish people would leave me alone
Fishnet tights YAY or NAY?💕✨👏 Edgy fangirl in training! 😹 I love to wear them in combination with at least two pairs of nude tights so I don’t freeze too much.😋💗 I felt pretty cool in this outfit, oversized sweaters are the best thing ever! ヽ(；▽；) I need more sweaters, but the ones I like are hard to find! 👀 I’m currently on the way to Düsseldorf with my love @tofupanda
to check out cute clothes & eat yummy food.😻 I’ll post all the good food later on my story hehe.☺️ I hope you have a great week, let’s do this !!🤓🙌🏼
what are some weird things you can do? 🍄
Wow! Isn't it so interesting how diet tips are constantly changing? 🤔
👉🏼 Sugar was good! Now it's bad!
👉🏼 Carbs were good since the beginning of humanity! And now they’re bad?
👉🏼 Fruits are good! But only in moderation!
👉🏼 Gluten was bad! But someone told me it's ok now?
Agh I can't keep up! 😩
No wonder the majority of people are confused about what their families should and shouldn't eat when they're hungry! Because since the beginning of food marketing, brands have spent a lot of money advertised products as miracle cure-alls; turning people out of touch with their natural hunger cues by convincing us we're virtuous if we eat "good" food, and satanists if we eat "bad" food. More recently this dialogue has become "clean/dirty" eating, but it's still the same old diet culture unicorn repackaged with a fancy new bow 🦄 🎀
The reason I'm sharing this vintage ad is not to demonize sugar. I'm not a dietitian and there’s many wonderful people out there who can do a better job of explaining sugar's affects on the body than I can 🤗
I'm sharing this to raise awareness about the absolute absurdity of diet culture! To point out the endless, ridiculous, and sometimes unhealthy or dangerous loops people go through to lose weight.
I'm also sharing this because it's important to remember that if you're confused about what you "should" be feeding your family, that confusion is probably rooted in fear mongering, bogus science, and big business 💰
And when I say big business, I mean it! Did you know it's estimated the food & beverage industries spend over $10 Billion US a year on advertising? So your food confusion? It’s not by accident!
This is why it's so important to not buy into fad diets or follow bogus dieting and anti-aging food tips from the cover of a magazine. You and your family are worth so much more than your weight. You and your children deserve to eat foods that make you feel good! And you deserve to be happy!
Remember that diet culture is a goalpost that keeps moving, and you’re allowed to become the referee of your own game 💪🏼❤️