who is someone you're envious (not jealous) of? 🍙
First of all I love monochrome outfits.
Once this fact is shared, TODAY WAS SAD. I went to the doctor for a eye revision and ok, nothing interesting. Then I went to school and I got stressed about HAVING SO MUCH TO STUDY AND SO MUCH HOMEWORK OMG. And I did a math exam which was so fucking easy but I forgot the basic stuff so I will get a 4/10 or so. And then my bf suggested to have lunch at this house and I couldn't say no. His family eats so healthy... like today's menu for lunch was a big ass salad full of leafy veggies, nuts and vinegar! I only ate a few leafy veggies... and I spent the rest of the day concerned about by body image, lying in my bf's bed too concius to get fully naked and almost crying... We talked about thinspo and my body goals and he said "okay, do whatever you want. I give up. Just try to don't go below 48kgs, or 45, I don't give a fuck now, I just want you to be happy" and he broke my heart. Now he texted me saying that he really needs me to recover... fuck. ED's suck too much.