#thisiswhattranslookslike

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The after post • • • Sound On • • • And that’s it. Not it’s about rehab of my voice. I don’t think I’ve ever been, nor will I ever be again, silent for that long. Anyway, I’ll keep you all updated on how it goes the next few months. • • • #soundon #theafterpost #vfs #surgery #recovery #monthofsilence #canfinallytalknow #isoundlikeahuskytrucker #postoplaryngitis #lgbtq 🌈 #transgender #girlslikeus #mtf #trans #thisiswhattranslookslike #dysphoria
The before post • • • Sound On • • • So I had surgery on my throat last month. I have been totally silent, except on social media and a text to speech app, for a month. I was having a bit of a freak out, and I was all nervous and scared that I’d never speak or sing again before I went into surgery, so I may have recorded 50 mins of emotional blabber and a small EP before I left. I thought I’d throw 1 post of it on here to catalog the “before” of my voice. • • • #soundon #thebeforepost #vfs #surgery #recovery #monthofsilence #canfinallytalknow #isoundlikeahuskytrucker #postoplaryngitis #lgbtq 🌈 #transgender #girlslikeus #mtf #trans #thisiswhattranslookslike #dysphoria
I can not stress enough the importance of setting goals and then being honest enough with yourself to check in on those goals at regular intervals. 👏👏👏 👉Progress photos are an important part of any fitness plan. 👉The second most important part is being honest with yourself about your progress and more importantly your effort in reaching those goals. . “The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, but expecting different results.” - Albert Einstein . This is my fitness goal for this year and I am sharing it with you all to hold myself accountable. Tag me in your progress photos so I can help motivate you on your fitness journey 😁 . . .
Plans ruined by snow, so went to Walmart for wine and other necessities. Yay snow! ❄️🤦‍♀️❄️ #snowpacalypse #fusnow #thisiswhattranslookslike #transisbeautiful #girlslikeus #transgender #transwoman #mtf #🌈🌈🌈
#10yearchallenge literally crying.
A selfie with my person 🤟 #thisiswhattranslookslike #transpositivity
@scomassf fuck yes!!! @natalie_wotman lov🧙🏻‍♀️🧝🏻‍♀️
Hey I'm back! This year I'm committing to being more authentically myself. To celebrate that authenticity, here's Winter Formal from December. It was one of my first times being so myself in such a public space. I got to show the woman I am along with my beautiful girlfriend. @titani_em and served some lewks!! And she did my amazing makeup! I'm so freaking lucky! I will love slaying with her for as long as we both shall live 🖤 . . 💄:@titani_em . . #winterformal #victorian #victorianfashion #goth #gothfashion #gothcouple #lgbtq #transgender #transwoman #transisbeautiful #thisiswhattranslookslike #pansexual #lesbians
I have waited so long for this moment! 16 days post op, finally used deodorant, my drain incisions have mostly healed, washed the arm pit area of my binder so hopefully that'll help a bit! Acne is driving me a little insane with how painful it is atm I feel like I'm always complaining on here but this is what my recovery is like, the good the bad and the ugly. . . . . . . #ftmtransgender #ftm #femaletomale #trans #transnz #transgender #thisiswhattranslookslike #transisbeautiful #doubleincision #topsurgery #16dayspostop #postop
Took me 6 months but I finally got to a 100lbs bench press! 💪🏼🏋🏻‍♂️ Started at 70lbs 5x5...now 100lbs 5x7!!! Plus add 45lbs for the bar and I'm pressing 145lbs! PLUS today marks my 7th straight day hitting the gym!!! If you can't tell I'm pretty fucken excited 😆 Using these next 23 days before #topsurgery to just focus on my chest and arms since I won't be able to do much for my recovering 4-6 weeks 👍🏼💙DSG #getit #proud #gaintrain ⬅️@kstrrebs 😎 #gym #benchpress #beast #pushyourself #fit4less . . . #trans #transman #lgbt #transvisibility #transguy #transition #thisiswhattranslookslike #ftmtransgender #femaletomale #ftm #f2m #ftmofig #hrt #testosterone #transguy #ftmmagazine #ftmmenofig #vitamint #ftmtransitions
I’ve been struggling, for those who know me know that I am struggling with something and it’s been very hard to get out of the dark hole. see I published my poetry book My Heart is Non-Binary, in hopes people don’t forget me when I’m no longer me.. You see I’m queer, I lived half my life as a man and now I’m living this life non binary, you see that’s fine and dandy but I’m struggling with a demon that’s deep inside of me. Until now in these zines I teach you to stop and stand up for who you are, what it’s like to live in the dark, being so addicted to drugs and in love, queer thoughts, hopelessness, laughter and funny themes because that’s just a part of me. . I’m making monthly zines with different topics and themes to drive me through the dark hours, these are the 4 that I have right now sitting in my Etsy shop!(links in the bio) Check it out and also I’m very open to zine trades as well so if you have any zines you would like to trade with me just DM me! . . #zines #zine #zinesubmissions #lightzine #photozine #zinester #zinesters #nonbinary #supportqueerartists #queerauthors #poetryofinsta #yyc #indigenous #thisiswhattranslookslike #thisiswhatnonbinarylookslike #zineswap #queer #itsokaynottobeokay #sexzine #queerzine #queerzines #nonbinaryzine #addictionzines #addiction #love #minizine #minizines #zinetrade #etsy #itsokaynottobeokay #funnyzine
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So this happened....... . . . . . I have been very curious about the effects of female hormones and due to the fact that I did not have a good experience with my family doctor and not much luck with therapists I decided to try to figure it out on my own... birth control is free, and to my understanding lower dosage than anything I would experience with hrt... so I thought I would give it a try? Due to the fact that I'm not trying to achieve any physical changes at this point in time, i'm more concerned with finding out what the mental connection and feelings are like when subjected to estrogen.... I started taking "the pill" last Sunday so almost a week, so far I think the results are very evident, I feel calm, I think more clearly, I have more motivation and energy, the depression and sadness has greatly decreased... I don't know if it's all in my head or there's a real change taking place? I don't know what my insta-family will think about what I am attempting to figure out on my own? But I hope you will understand my desperation and offer any advice or knowledge you have in this area.... . . . #thisiswhattranslookslike #girlslikeus #transgender #mtf #mtftransgender #proudofmyself #comingout #happytransgirl #transisbeautiful #transgirlsofinstagram #transpride #transgenderpride #proudofmyself
These four years have been a ride from start to finish. I began my freshman year completely ignorant of my gender and only beginning to find myself. I had always wanted to chop off my hair, but it wasn’t until the summer of 2016 that I finally did it. Two feet of dysphoria gone. I remember coming back from the salon, looking in the mirror, and feeling a rush of euphoria. I could finally recognize my reflection (I didn’t know it at the time, but my inability to recognize my reflection was repressed dysphoria). As time went on, I experimented with labels and gender-expression. I started out as “demi-girl”, “gender ambiguous”, “androgynous”, “gender fluid”, before reaching “transgender/non-binary”. I switched between pronouns and names before settling on he/him and Skylar. I have gained so much confidence, I have achieve so much, and yet my journey is only beginning. Thank you for joining me on this journey. • • • • • #wewillnotbeerased #wewontbeerased #wontbeerased #andro #androgyny #androgyne #androgynepride #androgynous #nonbinary #nonbinarycuties #enby #enbypride #nonbinarypride #thisiswhatnonbinarylookslike #genderqueer #genderqueerpride #queer #queerboy #queerpride #transgender #transisbeautiful #trans #transmasculine #transmasc #transisbeautiful #thisiswhattranslookslike #transgenderpride #transnonbinary #nonbinarytrans
Such a beautiful day! Was planning on going out today, but nausea took over and I spent the day either in bed or next to the toilet Think I'll double my anti nausea meds and try to head out again tomorrow. One step at a time.. . . . . . #ftmtransgender #ftm #femaletomale #trans #transnz #transgender #thisiswhattranslookslike #transisbeautiful #doubleincision #topsurgery #16dayspostop #postop #cabinfever
Had to dig deep in the archives of “pictures I never wanna see again” for this lol 🤮 #10yearchallenge
"do you know what a witch is...do you know what a witch does? A witch takes responsibility. A witch does not whine when things don't go her way, a witch MAKES things go her way" - Hardbroom, the Worst Witch. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #witchesofinstagram #transisbeautiful #thisiswhattranslookslike #witch #witchcraft #gothic #beauty #magical #girl #potd #witchy #transgirl #magic #me
I got big dick energy 🤷🏽‍♂️ I know my worth and what I want ... I’m passionate but savage , sweet but aggressive, understanding yet intolerant ... I’m a lover and all I want to do is give. I’m a simple man and my mind is divine , all I ask is you treat me like I’m one of a kind 🙏🏽💙 ps. Food is major 🔑 #ftm #transman #transgender #transgenderman #daddy #gay #pansexual #transpride #thisiswhattranslookslike #allblackeverything #ihavenovalentine #hastagsarefun #hastaghastag #totally
Hanging out with Roxanne. She’s about to shed so I won’t be able to handle her much in a bit. 😕#ballpython #snake #snakecuddles #thisiswhattranslookslike #ftm #ftmtransgender #genderfuckery #selfie
• L V R B O I , p t . 2 • ————————————— Tell me all the ways you love me, and if you don’t mind, could you repeat that again? Because my insecurities are showing and I can’t help but need a little validation. Does that make me more powerful to say that out loud or do I look desperate? At this point I’m not sure. But I’ve found being honest is the only thing that’s worked so far so honestly sometimes I feel like I just need a little more love than some people. But I’m afraid to tell you that because I don’t know if you’re all talk just yet, and I can’t believe we only just met, but I’m afraid you’re going to change your mind. Because a person like me — I’m “too much” you see. And you might think I’m cute now but how do you feel about stubble? I still don’t even know how I feel about it on my chin. The inevitability of my bad days are the baggage I can’t yet find the key for the padlock, so this probably won’t work if you’re no good with tears. But my indomitable spirit has gotten me this far and I promise you’ll somehow find it inspiring too. Because if I can get through this much up til now, just wait until what I have to show you. If you can get through the caveats and have patience for my over explanatory rants, the real me just wants to love, fully and wholly, without reservation. Are you ready? Are you sure? Am I ready? Am I sure? Each relationship, old or new, shifting with the octaves of my voice. Unsure about everything, But sure about one —— This is me. There’s no way else to be. Love, and be loved, all the same. - K.W.
today was a cool milestone moment bc I showered at the gym for the first time!! it was way less stressful than I thought it was going to be. it’s rly nice that planet fitness has changing rooms, definitely helps make the experience a bit more comfortable lol 😂 I was really proud of myself for going thru with it & being positive about the whole experience despite it being a pretty busy time at the gym!! I hope u guys are having a good start to your weekend, love u bbs ♥️✨ #presco
Take it off, take it off, we can make some offspring. We don't sleep, we just fuck, I'mma need some coffee ☕️ #ftmtransgender #transandproud #transisbeautiful #thisiswhattranslookslike #ftmtransition #hrt #vitamint #4months #guyswithgreeneyes #hoodieallenlyrics #followforfollowback
My 30th birthday. It was a really good night and I was incredibly happy all of my family made it especially my brother who is in the background. I held back tears of joy all night because of all the love there was ❤. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #lgbtq #queer #samelove #noh8 #boi #tattoos #ink #genderfluid #f4f #l4l #ftm #gay #lesbian #pansexual #canadian #greyeyes #shorthair #spinesurgery #girl #trans #nonbinary #transisbeautiful #model #female #male #bigender #thisiswhattranslookslike
I don’t usually wear this much eye makeup or even mascara generally. But I felt like it last night when I went out with a friend. Makeup products as always for me by @maccosmetics :) Might have to start doing some makeup 💄 videos soon 😊#beauty #chadwickmodels #transwoman #getscouted #girlslikeus #happiness #imgmodelscout #inspiration #lgbtq 🌈 #loveyourself #mac #mtf #picoftheday #priscillasmodels #scoutme #scoutmechadwick #selfie #sydney #thisiswhattranslookslike #transformation #transformationjourney #transgender #transgendermodel #transgenderwoman #transgirl #transisbeautiful #transition #transjourney #transmodel #viviensmodelmanagement
2009-2019 #10yearchallenge #ftm #trans #transman #transgender #transguy #testosterone #vitamint #lgbt #thisiswhattranslookslike #flashbackfriday #fbf #hrt #f2m (ps the first photo was at my first math competition #nerd #mathlete ) (pps am I back? Who knows. I’ve been creeping for a bit. We’ll see how my mental health handles this.)
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this was taken before I got my haircut but I am just feeling myself in this hoodie from @transfigureprintco 🙌🏼 color version on my private @silasreidsmith 💙 • • • • • #trans #transgender #transmenofig #ftm #transandproud #lgbtq #transman #transguy #thisiswhattranslookslike #transisbeautiful #transition #vitamint #selfmade #hrt #new #sweatshirt #handmade #transfigureprintco
Polka-dots and stripes, while I await the coming storm. Hoping for a proper foot of snow. #thisiswhattranslookslike #transisbeautiful #girlslikeus #trans #transpride #mtftrans #mtf
651 days on T vs 1 day on T. So much has changed, and really, so much hasn’t. I’m still me. I still like to write and read. I still like to hang with my wife and spoil my cats. I still love puzzles and board games. I’m still clever, kind, and creative. But I’m more confident. I’m happier. I’m MORE me. So grateful for the opportunity to transition and be visible doing so. Not everyone is. #transvisibility #transgender #trans #transman #transition #flashbackfriday #vitamint #testosterone #ftm #f2m #weightloss #beardhair #comingslowly #happy #confident #thisiswhattranslookslike #transisbeautiful
I’ll about those filter life
Loving the skin I’m in #transisbeautiful #thisiswhattranslookslike
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