I get lost inside my head sometimes. Actually, if I'm being honest, I feel like I live mostly inside myself, unwilling to break away from the walls I've built to protect myself from the world, but more specifically, from being truly vulnerable with another person. I keep everybody at arms length because I'm terrified of judgments and getting hurt. I want to tear down these walls and start to build more meaningful relationships with those around me. I want to prove to myself that opening my heart and soul to new experiences doesn't always end in sadness and regret. I want to enjoy being fully alive again.