It’s not a #flashback
day but here’s me at 26.
I loved thick liquid eyeliner, blue/black hair dye (that shit never comes out btw) and listening to The Cramps, loud as shit while driving through my favorite windy woodsy roads.
I was full of dreams, sharp words and hellfire.
I would stay up all night reading and painting.
My mind has always been a curious small monster. .
And before you think this is one of those “that was me then this is me now” it’s not.
Because that person still is me.
And whenever I do something that doesn’t align with my rebellious spirit, I can still feel this 26 year old rolling her eyes and saying. “Gawd be original.” .
So many things have changed; for the first time in my life I have a consistent bedtime. I no longer live off of white wine, chips and hummus. Black coffee (well I still love black coffee) and I don’t have time to wander around goodwills all day. .
Many things about me have not changed although albeit a bit more refined. .
I have been quiet but I have been busy. I brought in my birthday with a replenished spirit. The old with the new.
I have found myself with a deeper understanding of myself and my purpose. .
First things first.
I am an artist not an influencer.
I will always identify with being a healer, but at times I think I’m a few lifetimes too late. .
I am now only taking new coaching clients through referrals and the people who are naturally drawn to me. The people that need me will find me. .
Otherwise my energy is focused on my art; photography and painting. Not sales funnels, call to action buttons or algorithms. I also don’t feel the need to spend energy trying to find new creative words to put before “preneur”
I have a new website coming soon.
My portfolio of photographs, paintings, poetry. .
My social media feed will now be myself, my life, my art. Words of beauty, pain, darkness and light.
I have buried parts of myself over the years and while some pieces naturally don’t need to come back other pieces refuse to stay buried. .
I am a healer a lover a bleeding heart an entrepreneur but at the end of the day I will always be a wild bird.
My hands are open and my heart is full. 🖤