flowersss!!!! quote of the day “life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it”. YOU are in control of YOUR life not anyone else. sadly we all got these awful mental ilnesses but YOU can recover from them because YOU, yes you, are so strong and YOU have power over your life. i believe everytjing happens for a reason and u got a hard life because u can handle it, you are so brave and i know it maybe so hard to stand up and go against what ur head tells u to do but you are all warriors and i know you can win your battles🦄🦄 rant bc im having a bad day:
it’s yo girl having a rough day looking like trash, ya know, the usual. hmm is it normal to constantly be wispering “ur an ugly fat piece of shit who should just go die in a hole” over and over at myself everytime i go out in public? bc I don’t even know anymore... HAVE A GREAT DAY UNICORNS #rant #vent #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #anarecovery #recovery #eatingdisorderrecovery
impromptu rant. i really wasn't planning on posting any more tonight, but i'm hurt.
you have officially ruined even more than i thought. i dyed my hair yesterday. today, i used that old hair dye specific shampoo and conditioner i used to use. the pink stuff. so i was in the shower, trying not to think about you (because how wildly inappropriate to think of you then) when i suddenly smell the shampoo as it foams and all i can think of is you. the way you smelled, specifically. intoxicating. versace and guava, i always told you. i didn't know why, because you always used a versace cologne, but i didn't understand the guava smell. versace and guava, that's all i can think, versace and guava, hurt and comfort, ecstasy and deprivation, hiding and revealing, versace and guava, my fingers in your hair and your teeth on my neck, you and me, lust and innocence, versace and guava and versace and guava and versace and guava and us. back in the days where the butterflies in my stomach that came from your name were pure and simple, not like now. not with the knots of fear, pain that flashes past me, that feeling of waiting. will you come back? will this be the last time we talk? is this conversation going to hurt or leave me feeling glowing and happy? are we going to be okay? where does your fickle heart point now? famine or feast? love or not? i'm getting sick think about it. and the smell. this fucking shampoo. it reminds me of you. i hate that i love it. i hate that i could almost swear i feel your head resting on my collarbone. i hate that it's so relieving. so pleasant. god, but it is nice, isn't it? i miss you. it's hard and i don't know what to do. i don't know how you not hurt and not think about you so often. i don't know how to get better. i'm trying but i don't want to let you go. and i know you don't want to let go of me, or you would have already. but can i trust that assumption? i don't know. i don't know what i know. i'm tired and afraid.
#rant #vent #versace #guava #cologne #shampoo #triggers #iguess #ifyouthinkaboutit #continuedincomments #relationships #ugh #idk #imtired
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I'm stuck in a binge fast cycle rn and it sucks a lot🍂
i don't know, i'm so nervous and a little bit flu right now doodling make me better huh hopefully tomorrow can compete with a healthy condition... #vent #sorry #bismillah
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I’ve had that heavy feeling of anxiety weighing on my chest and sinking into my stomach. I keep thinking of things a toxic person said to me and every time I feel like I did something wrong when everyone tells me I didn’t and it’s so hard to give myself any leeway because of how my dad treated me. I stuck by that person because they reminded me of my dad and I guess I thought the back and forth of emotions being taken out on me and belittling was fine or good being great because I stuck around and was caring and if I got something wrong I was stupid and horrible, stepping out of line once would mean I was dead to them in that moment, I beg for forgiveness then repeat. When it was getting really bad i was scared of being bullied and trashed like the kids around me at the drop of a hat and it happened. They came to my birthday after the party we were watching a movie and they came in and sat in the kitchen and left 15-30 minuets later I thought everything was fine but then I checked my phone. I’m trying to get it out of my head, but the things they said were exclusively to hurt me. School is hard and I can barely keep up with the work. I’m just really stressed out. ———————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— #vent #toxicpeople #toxicrelationships #stress #anxiety #depression #hateschoolsomuch
While yal spending $ on ya gold fronts etc . foregin shoes . st8 up bullshit w no return investment. spend $ on ya mans or ya mans mans start up business. U gon get back ya $ or even dub or triple the profit if u real how we claim to be in the times of the need & support your "blood" yo "homie" . nigga i gotchu , lemme kno when u get shit started i got u. Fuck all that bullshit. full of shit shit. Sign the NDA, figure out your strength, work on the weakness & lets knock these doors, print these labels, & get the money back into the family. You too simple minded too help w the line of credit or something of that nature, but its smarter to buy. "I'd rather buy 80 gold chains & go ign'ant" -ye. Its st8 i get it tho #vent #gottastayoffsocialmedia #fullofbullshit #theyjustwantyourmoney2paybackchina
"i held a jewel in my fingers, and went to sleep. the day was warm and winds were prosy, i said: t'will keep. i woke up and chid my honest fingers, the gem was gone; and now an amethyst remembrance is all i own." — the lost jewel, emily dickinson
never in my wildest dreams have i ever thought that the future that held me up would drop me down to the floor, i was shown a place of hope and sanctuary until suddenly i was shown to a door. driven towards the threshold, i held back the urge to walk away, until i was pushed away by a never that was once my someday. my lungs that were once breathing under the deep sea drowned by the sea bed, and my once sweet surrender became the death of me instead.
how does it feel finding out my grass isn't as green as it is on the other side? how does it feel to suddenly realize that i have always been incapable of giving you what the rest of them can provide?
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