The beginning of something new...
The journey ive been on has been a rough one, one of the realest moments of my life. Surrounded by real people, with real emotions, and real decisions. *existential warning*
For so long I thought I had this “life” thing under control, with certain circumstances giving me the reassurance that all was well. The truth is, I nor anyone has control over anything, the world plays its symphonies with the same passion no matter what is around it, or within it. ⚛️
Its been during this time that I look into myself for answers, and for the first time in a while...
I dont have any.... I dont know whats best, I dont know what ill end up regretting in the future, and I dont even know where I can say I stand today. I am a human being, cursed and blessed with the condition of cognitive functionality, seeing is the first battle, observing is the next, after that you must figure out what you will do with the information given. 😔
I see many positive things in my future, partnered up with the unfortunate trade of sadness, and grief, all which revolve around this little thing we call existence or reality whatever your cup of tea is. I see as well many battles I will be facing, personal and self reflective battles, That at the end of the day, I must be ready for, whether I like to believe that or not. This path was destined for me, this path was made specifically for me and carved into existence by the drifting waters of my reality. I am ready to take the plunge. ⚛️
Life is just happening yalls, be happy that we can say that, be happy that we wake up to a whole new day, new emotions, memories, experiences, and love. And be happy that we can take every new day with a new sense of self. ⚛️⚛️⚛️⚛️⚛️⚛️⚛️⚛️⚛️⚛️⚛️⚛️⚛️