"After a while something incredible happens, I stop believing what the little voice in my head has been telling me. “I'm not good enough, I'm not worth it, I don’t belong here, I'm a mistake, I'm never going to make it.” I shut my eyes for a little while, I drop my fears and let go. I let go of all the negativity that has been daunting me for so long. I feel free to be who I want to be, who I really want to be. I don’t have to keep pretending that I'm happy, I don’t have to keep smiling just to prove others that I'm happy, because now I'm genuinely happy.
Now, after all those days when I thought nothing could change my life, it did. I started seeing life with a whole new perspective, the tears I cried washed my eyes and allowed me to see something wonderful, something I hadn’t seen in a long time. I look at myself in the mirror and I smile, I genuinely smile, because now I’ve found peace, peace with myself, and I’ve accepted myself, flaws and all. I realize flaws are what makes me unique and wonderful. I'm happy now, and that’s all that matters.
Nothing people say or do will bring me down. After all the times that they try to belittle me or tell me that I'm not worth it, after all the tears I shed because of them, after all the time I stare at myself in the mirror with disgust, after all of that, I have come to realize what’s really important in life and most importantly, who is really important.
It is okay if I feel insecure or down once in awhile, after all, I am human; but what’s not okay is feeling that I am not good enough because someone or something made me feel that way. I am good enough, I have always been good enough. I'll let self love shine through and made its way to my beautiful self. I'll let it impregnate in me and do not let it leave, do not let it leave because it is mine and no one else. So I'll go on, smile, laugh, be brave, and most importantly be my own self."#asian #filipino #ootd #ootdmen #menswear #menstyle #mensfashion #igers #instagrammers #instalike #grammerph #mindsofhipster #stylefeedph #influencerph #bloggers #bloggerstyle #vsco #vscom #vscoph #vscobcd #vscophilippines #vscography #vscogrammers #thoughts #picofttheday