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Starting to really realize that nobody actually cares. I could drop dead right now in front of all my friends,family,teachers and 1 million other people and not one person would care Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #overdose #crying #fat #ugly #worthless #useless #anxiety #broken #givingup #goodbye
I’m so fucking done bro and honestly at this point there is nothing keeping me here Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #overdose #crying #useless #broken #anxiety #givingup #goodbye
On December 12th, 2017, I made a commitment to myself... I stepped out of my comfort zone and joined my first challenge group... I promised myself that I would show up every day, for 3 weeks, and try my best... I struggled through each workout, modifying nearly every move... I gagged down my first couple shakes as I tried to figure out "my recipe"... I opened up and shared little bits of myself with a group of women I met on the internet... It was difficult and I wanted to give up every day...but I knew, deep down, that I needed to follow through with my commitment... By the end of the month, I had already lost 9 lbs and 14.5 inches...it was just a drop in the bucket, but I knew that I finally found something that actually works! Here I stand, one year later...TO THE DAY...an entirely new woman!  Not only physically, but mentally as well.  I have a new found confidence, that I use to inspire other women and moms like me daily.  Through my posts and through my monthly challenge groups, that I run now. I invite you to join my month-long Challenge Group, #SurvivingDecember .  We know how hard this time of year can be, so let us help support and hold you accountable to your goals.  You do not need to be a statistic and gain holiday weight this season.  Instead, you can lose 5-15lbs by the end of the year, guaranteed!😘 . #transformationtuesday #tuesdaytransformation #comfortzone #challengegroup #promisetomyself #promisetoyourself #struggle #modify #openup #strangers #difficult #wanttogiveup #followthrough #pushthrough #youcandohardthings #oneyeartransformation #oneyearago #realtransformation #mombod #momoftwo #momswhoflex #momswholift
I’m back so I guess I should explain what happened. Well basically my moms boyfriends passed away recently and it’s been really hard for me me and him were really close and he meant a lot to me he really was a better dad in the past year then my dad has been my whole life and he treated me like a daughter Anyways this whole thing has been really getting to me and today I went back to school and it was hard I acted like I was okay but I really wasn’t and idk I’ve been feeling really suicidal but I guess it’s reasonable. Anyways yeah that’s basically what’s been happening. Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #overdose #crying #anxiety #useless #broken #givingup #goodbye
I'm trying to do the Christmas thing, putting up decorations, buying presents, etc. But its still just a cover, and every day is I'm fighting to not fall apart #depressed #themaskswewear #hidebehindasmile #merryfuckthis #fakesmile #wanttogiveup
Not gonna be active for a while I will explain when I get back but if you really wanna know check my story💔 Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #fat #ugly #worthless #wanttogiveup #overdose #useless #crying #broken #anxiety #givingup #goodbye
No matter how much I try to stay positive and in the Yule/Christmas spirit... my irritating mental health issues will always get in the way.. especially with a son who like to be ignorant/rude/disrespectful to his own mother almost daily.. to the point where I just hide in my room and cry so hard I make my chronic pain issues flare up.. so hard that sometimes I make myself sick.. he makes me feel like such a failure.. like I never should've been a mother(yet there are times I couldn't be more proud of him)... but all I can think is, I wish I didn't exist.. I wish I had the courage to take my own life.. maybe he would be better off without me..... Even though all I do is for him.. it doesnt seem to matter. What's the point in carrying on. Cause honestly i dont know. All I want to do is hurt myself.. but gave the my main option back to my doctor because I was afraid.. either way.. when my son treats me this way.. and its more than I like to admit.. i am the biggest failure in my mind/heart.. Well I guess I'll cry on and off today. While attempting to bake, in Hope's it will help me feel even a little better. #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #ptsdawareness #bipolar2 #anxietyawareness #severeanxiety #severedepression #wanttogiveup #wishididntexist #failureasamother #failure #whatsthepoint #whydoieventry #whydoievencare #myhearthurts #worstmom
" Lika delad som en dragkedja är jag. En del av mig vill dra tillbaka in i skuggan mot mörkret och ensamheten. En annan del av mig vill fortsätta kämpa framåt mot mina mål....." #myfurture #mylife #depression #ångest #anxiety #mentalillness #wanttogiveup #nevergiveup #zipperfacemakeup #zippermakeup #lifeishard #pain
Feeling rubbish today!!! No motivation at all 😞 #nomotivation #wanttogiveup #cantbebothered #mondaysucks #needakickupthebum
Gewoon een sticker, ergens op straat. Is het een hint? #failure #wanttogiveup #cantgiveup
What a hellish day, how I managed to stay on plan is beyond... A 12.5hr shift on virtually no sleep, I feel so crap I could cry... Walked into Tesco Express and walked back out again as I would of bought a load of junk... Very much feeling sorry for myself, painkillers and bed for me as another 12.5hr shift again tomorrow... 😴😴😭😭😞😞 #sw #student #studentnurse #swshiftworker #shiftworker #harddays #shittydays #wanttogiveup #butthisgirlcan #keepingitgoing #onplan #slimmingworld #slimmingworldfamilyuk #slimmingworldmafiauk #losingweight #weightlossjourney
And you feel like your going to throw up but you try to act like it didn’t bother u by just laughing it off Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #donetrying #overdose #crying #broken #anxiety #givingup #goodbye
The next time adversity hit you and knocks you to your knees remember to... #facingadversity #getupandgo
Literally nobody cares about me I’m just the person everyone talks bad about or when someone needs someone nobody cares about how I feel or what I’m going through it’s all about them and I better be there for them well tomorrow is my last day of school before thanksgiving break so I plan on cleaning everything and doing what I need to do because I don’t think I’ll be going back after break.. Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #overdose #donetrying #anxiety #broken #givingup #goodbye
Pinakamasakit sa lahat yong feel mong mag.isa kana lang sa buhay😢😢😢wlang mkakaintindi sayo💔😢 kahit sabihin mo pang kaya mo pero hindi pala😢😢😢 #wanttogiveup #ifeeluseless #ifeelunuseful
I’m so tired of the rumors that get spread about me and my family. Long story short I lost a bet thingy and posted on my Snapchat story that I was moving well then this girl had to make comments to her friends about how I can’t afford to move because of where my mom works. Ummm ok excuse me bitch but at least my mom works and can support me at least my mom doesn’t foster kids just so she can get thousands of dollars a month from the state and send these kids to daycare and then sit on her ass all day and shoot up some heroin. Like my mom doesn’t do that shit and I could afford to move thank you very much. Also to top it off she is going around the school telling people that the reason why my brother moved out of the state is because he raped me um no he moved because he wanted to so he could be with his boyfriend nothing bad happened to make him move. And that is NOT something to joke about and my brother would NEVER do something like that to me or to anyone. In fact my brother would kill like literally kill someone if they did that to me and lastly HES GAY SO WHY WOULD HE WANNA FUCK ME ANYWAYS??? So pretty much kids were going to the principals and counselors and stuff and yeah my mom had to go in and clarify that none of this has happened. But we aren’t out if the woods yet and my brother could literally go to jail because this bitch is mad at me for some reason so she has to make these sick rumors up...ok I’m done typing rant over Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #overdose #crying #anxiety #broken #donetrying #givingup #goodbye
I can't do this anymore. It always captures me so fast that I can't protect myself in advance. Miss you so much😢 @jiashantsai_zoe #うつ病 #うつ病闘病中の人と繋がりたい #憂鬱症 #depression #wanttogiveup #whenwillthisend #help
Today is one of those days I feel like I need a gallon of coffee because I’m so tired and just feel like giving up. But I know I need to keep pushing through 😩 #badday #tired #exhausted #wanttogiveup #mustkeepgoing #powerthrough #needcoffee #feedmecoffee #icandothis #quote #quoteoftheday #instaquote #blackandwhite #motivation
If there’s one thing I’ve learned from this shitty life it’s that it’ll never be fair to me and I need to worry about pleasing people because I’ll just be more unhappy than I already am.... but at this very moment I’m so over everything.. I just want to give up.. #suffering #sufferinsilence #transgender #trans #wanttogiveup
Why does my family feel the need to talk shit about me and not only that but shit from like 3 years ago like ok I get it it was 3 years ago but it’s stuff that changed my life and made it a living hell like why attack me for something that wasn’t my fault why attack me for something that literally ruined my life? Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #fat #ugly #worthless #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #donetrying #overdose #broken #anxiety #givingup #goodbye
Gutted, I was looking forward to this run but struggled really badly. I don’t even know what was wrong which makes it more infuriating! I just want one good run. Right now I’m ready to defer the marathon #cantrun #whatswrong #wanttogiveup
I was gonna post saying that I’ve been really happy the past week or so but that changed this afternoon. I mess everything up and I’m tired of it Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #fat #ugly #worthless #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #crying #overdose #broken #anxiety #givingup #goodbye
I am sitting in the car crying because I feel so defeated. It probably doesn't help that I woke up in a depressed kind of mood and I'm sick. Maybe all of that is making me a little more dramatic. I don't know and I don't care. Right now I just know how crappy I'm feeling. I want to give up at this point. I feel alone and honestly unsupported. I wish I had some nice motivational end note but I don't. . . . #simplystriving #donestriving #weightlossjourney #weightloss #healthylifestyle #health #wanttogiveup #depressed #donehashtagging
Sorry I haven’t been active I’ve been busy. But these past couple days I’ve actually been pretty happy and I’m hoping it stays this way!! Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #fat #ugly #worthless #anxiety #overdose #donetrying #crying #wanttogiveup #broken #givingup #goodbye
엄마가 보내준 선물🙈 바다 건너온 소중한 한국 화장품과 음식❣️ I am getting homesick😭 Everything is stressful. Staying in different country without family is stressful and makes me be depressed. I am tired....😢 I just want to get out of here.. I just want to leave from American and go back to Korea😭 The best thing is that family is always in my heart. ❣️#homesick #beingtired #cannotwait #togoback #tomyhometown #stressfullife #wanttogiveup #furstrating #depression #missingkorea #giftfrommom #음식스타그램 #화장품 #한국 #미국 #선팔 #맞팔 #선팔하면맞팔
Today wasn’t that bad it was actually one of the best days I’ve had in a while but all of the sudden it’s just turning around I feel like everyone would be better off without me Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #overdose #donetrying #broken #anxiety #useless #crying #givingup #goodbye
This Sunday weather describes my mood perfectly. Anyone else suffering from #depression while trying to have a baby? How did or do you cope? I'm having a particularly #badday today. It just feels like everything's crashing on you and there is no way out. You don't find pleasure in anything and you just #wanttogiveup 😢😖🤯🤬😡 #ttc #tryingtoconceive #icantdothisanymore #reallife #fertilitytreatment #struggleisreal #notpregnant #lynchsyndrome #infertility
So the whole thing with school is that I’m not doing good in biology at all I’m failing so my teacher came to me and wanted me to drop the class and go to a regular bio class sense this one is technically honors and I said okay so I went to my guidance counselor and she said that if I dropped it I would have to switch math teachers and drop band and I don’t wanna do that because In my math class now i have people helping me and I’m actually starting to understand it so I’m not okay with switching and I love band it’s the only class I actually look forward to. I love playing my instrument and it honestly helps me a lot. Well when I talked to my counselor she said that she would try her best to make sure I didn’t have to drop anything. Well then my bio teacher said that she went and talked to her and they agreed it would be best for me to switch and I don’t want to I just don’t I don’t do well with switching things it makes my anxiety go through the roof. The thing is is my guidance counselor never came and said anything to me about them agreeing that I should switch. But I guess the good part of this is my counselor has to call my mom and ask if it’s ok for this switch to happen and I talked to my mom about it and she said that she’s not gonna let it happen so let’s keep our fingers crossed that I don’t have to switch and I can stay in my math class and band!!🙏🏻 Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #sad #sadness #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #broken #overdose #blades #blood #useless #donetrying #broken #givingup #goodbye
Do you ever have a conversation with someone and think about it for hours and hours and it doesn’t matter who it was with weather it was your mom, dad, sister,teacher etc and you just keep thinking about what was said or how you could’ve said something different or how the person might think of u now weather it was just a 2 minute conversation or a hour conversation you just feel like it should’ve been different or maybe you shouldn’t have said anything. Anyone else have this problem?? Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #anxiety #overdose #donetrying #crying #useless #broken #givingup #goodbye
If God is the same, yesterday, today, forever, as the Bible says, then this should hold true for us today. He spoke this to Moses in the midst of trying to lead a huge group of obstinate people! It had to be exhausting! Yet, the Lord comes in, assures us that He is still there and that in Him, we have rest. Trust Him in this. #trustthelord #trustgod #havefaith #tiredoftrying #tiredmomma #womenhelpingwomen #needatribe #joinme #exhausted #wanttogiveup
So last night I relapsed...I was 6 months clean from self harm but I’m gonna be honest I have mixed emotions. I forgot how amazing it really feels to cut. It was like when I did it I just felt all my stress and problems just go away for a couple minutes. But at the same time it’s hard because I was 6 months clean that’s the longest I’ve ever gone and now it’s like cutting is all I wanna do now I did it twice today because I was feeling stressed out now I feel like I’m hooked again. I guess I’m just gonna try to turn this into a positive and try this again and realize that this is just a part of recovery💕 Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #wanttodie #sad #sadness #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #overdose #donetrying #useless #crying #broken #blades #blood #givingup #goodbye
I didn’t go to school today I just couldn’t bring myself to go. It was getting late and my mom came in my room and I basically said I really didn’t wanna go and she said ok and called me out she kept asking me if I was okay and I said yes but the second I got back to my room I couldn’t help but break down and cry and I honestly really don’t know why. School has just been hell for me the past week or two a couple of my teachers have been basically bullying me and the one person who I thought was my true friend just kinda ditched me. Every time I walk into that building I automatically just get sad and angry and just feel so stupid and it’s affecting me even after I leave I just feel so stupid and like nobody cares and it ruins my whole day. Idk I’m done ranting sorry about that if you read it thank you; didn’t mean to rant this much and sorry if it makes no sense I was just writing what came out first Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #fat #ugly #worthless #sad #sadness #wanttogiveup #useless #blades #blood #overdose #donetrying #broken #givingup #goodbye
Don’t give toxic people a reaction if you do it’s only giving them what they want and it’s just letting them hurt you all over again even if it hurts pretend it doesn’t because if you act like it doesn’t they’ll realize it’s not worth their time and they’ll move on and stop hurting you!! Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #overdose #donetrying #useless #blades #blood #crying #broken #givingup #goodbye
Yesterday was my birthday! I had a nice chilled day with plenty of laughs with Che and we're going to celebrate it properly over the weekend so we can include Isabelle. Today is a different story. I've woke up in an awful mood; I feel exhausted, tired, dizzy and just not myself today. I have feelings of wanting to give up on everything I've been working so hard towards just lately, I can't help but think 'What's the point? I'm going to get nowhere with it all!' 'What if this is all for nothing?!' I now have a good idea about how I want to get my message across to educate children on mental health issues but I'm just so scared incase it fails and they learn nothing from it. I'm worried about not knowing where to start with the next step. I have things I need to do today but I just want to sit in eat crap, sulk and cry all day but I can't. I don't even know what has set this off!! My moods have been a bit off all week but it's been nothing to worry or think about too much, however, I do believe that it's slowly been building up to how I'm feeling today and this weekend could possibly not go as planned 😫😫😫 I just don't want to do today. I'm hoping that I'll feel better by tonight and I'll have worked out what's caused me to feel like this so I can deal with it and kick its nasty arse. #mentalhealthblogger #Mentalhealth #birthday #libra #librababy #wanttocry #exhausted #dizzy #notmyselftoday #notmyself #notfeelingit #notfeelingittoday #whatif #wanttogiveup #educatechildren #childrensmentalhealth #family #love #friends
Yesterday was my birthday! I had a nice chilled day with plenty of laughs with Che and we're going to celebrate it properly over the weekend so we can include Isabelle. Today is a different story. I've woke up in an awful mood; I feel exhausted, tired, dizzy and just not myself today. I have feelings of wanting to give up on everything I've been working so hard towards just lately, I can't help but think 'What's the point? I'm going to get nowhere with it all!' 'What if this is all for nothing?!' I now have a good idea about how I want to get my message across to educate children on mental health issues but I'm just so scared incase it fails and they learn nothing from it. I'm worried about not knowing where to start with the next step. I have things I need to do today but I just want to sit in eat crap, sulk and cry all day but I can't. I don't even know what has set this off!! My moods have been a bit off all week but it's been nothing to worry or think about too much, however, I do believe that it's slowly been building up to how I'm feeling today and this weekend could possibly not go as planned 😫😫😫 I just don't want to do today. I'm hoping that I'll feel better by tonight and I'll have worked out what's caused me to feel like this so I can deal with it and kick its nasty arse. #mentalhealthblogger #Mentalhealth #birthday #libra #librababy #wanttocry #exhausted #dizzy #notmyselftoday #notmyself #notfeelingit #notfeelingittoday #whatif #wanttogiveup #educatechildren #childrensmentalhealth #family #love #friends
School is stressing me out I don’t understand anything that’s going on in any of my classes and the one person I thought was a true friend really isn’t and there’s so much more stuff going on. I’m just mentally exhausted Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #useless #overdose #donetrying #broken #blades #blood #givingup #goodbye
Our messages make me laugh but then I rethink of all the times you were here and the fun we had and all I can do is cry💔 Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #tired #overdose #useless #donetrying #blades #blood #givingup #goodbye
I know I complain about this a lot but I’m so tired of my “friends”only talking to me when they need someone to vent to about there problems or need to complain about someone. I’m tired of my friends only talking to me because I’m the only person in the class that they actually know. I’m tired of being the outcast in every situation.. tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #overdose #useless #broken #donetrying #blades #blood #givingup #goodbye
I’m officially 6 months clean from self harm today and I’m really proud of myself the past couple weeks have been extremely hard for me and the urges have been really strong but I’ve beat them!! Now let’s see if I can get to a year honestly I don’t think I’m gonna do it but I’m definitely going to try!!🎉❤️ Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #overdose #donetrying #useless #givingup #goodbye
How long u been thinking!! #lonelyday #Wantstomoveon #alone #alonday #wanttogiveup #beachboy #beachlife #beachlifestyle 🌊☀️ island life #happylivinglife 💕 e☺☺☺🏖🏖🏖
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