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I wasn’t in school the other day because I was sick so yesterday when I went back when my “friends” came outside two of them literally said that they missed me then went oh yeah I forgot you weren’t here so guess it doesn’t really matter if you where gone like that honestly made me feel so worthless like I could die right now and no one would even notice Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #useless #overdose #crying #donetrying #nobody #givingup #goodbye
I need to find a group of friends who won’t stab me in the back and make up rumors about me Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #overdose #crying #worthless #useless #hopeless #givingup #goodbye
So. Had our consenting appointment today. Stupidly I got excited thinking 'this is it' Within 5 minutes I was holding back tears and the overwhelming urge to walk out. Had my thyroid bloods done last week including a cheeky ask of my T3 and T4. Called up for both results & print out to take with me today and was told the GP end my levels were fine, so imagine my heartbreak when our lovely Nurse at the clinic said they were too high. Our clinic look for them to be below 2.5 and mine is at 4.0 currently. This could potentially be adding on another 2 months of more waiting before we can do anything atall! It was decided that I would have some bloods taken today & sent off to check my levels again, in the hope that they have miraculously dropped 1.5 within a week 😒 So i'm due in for a scan on Friday just too look at everything and hopefully get my results back for my bloods. They also kept asking if we had had our 4-6 post op consultant yet, to which I just laughed and said...yeah, in a months time. I swear we've been forgotten. So this, and the absolute pigs ear of organisation of work. I'm done with this week. I don't know how much more dissapointment I can take. Dissapointed with my body not working. Dissapointed with the consultant. Dissapointed with work. Infertility SUCKS!! #ivf #ivfuk #infertility #ivfjourney #oxfordfertility #hypothyroid #backtowork #sad #stressed #wanttogiveup
Silent tears hold the loudest pain ! #badmood #wanttogiveup #noonecanunderstand #todayfeeling
Almost a year since I got diagnosed with #pmdd probably had since I was a child. As pmdd approaches I become this. I’m not always happy or have things come easy to me. Life is difficult with this condition but it is apart of me. I accept who I am. I may not like it but I try to still push through on the harder days #pmddisnotajoke #rarecondition #stilliving #notlikeothers #roughtimesrightnow #notthelifeichose #allergictomyself #tiredoffightingmyself #wanttogiveup #every2weeksofeachmonth
Everytime I hope my life would be the plain sailing...but it seem like definitely not....每次我总以为我的人生会变得幸运,一路开绿灯时,但似乎上帝并没想让我侥幸逃脱并狠狠给了我一击...#emotionalabuse #tired #wanttogiveup #allihave #depressivedisorder
So threading the machine is going good feeling the Bobbin not so much #gettingfrustrated #wanttogiveup #Struggling 😫😫 so if you have any encouraging words I would love to hear them .
The real nightmare is not being able to sleep because your mind is consumed by someone who doesn’t deserve your thoughts. It’s the loneliest part of the night. Thinking about someone who isn’t thinking about you. #depression #anxiety #sleeplessnights #overwhelming #hewillneverloveme #exhausted #wanttogiveup
Nếu ta không tránh được việc bị thương thì hãy học cách tự chữa lành vết thương. Ta có thể khóc, có thể quấy phá, có thể bỏ quên cả thế giới, chỉ cần ta đừng bỏ rơi chính mình! #soledad #tired #wanttogiveup #wheredoigonow #thinkverylittle #soulful_moments
#FFS I’m using this so I don’t drop water all over the treadmill so while drinking I dropped my phone on the treadmill and that flew off. - What the actual fuck! How are you supposed to listen to music and drink water on a treadmill without wireless headphones. Suggestions please. It can’t just be more.... - Or can it? - #gymfail #keepgoing #postpartumbody #postpartum #gymmummy #whatamidoingwrong #nevergiveup 💪 #wanttogiveup
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Part 2 #goodrising #wordoftheweek #todaysword isisswordoftheday @isissword_of_the_day gofollowme👆 for your #dailyword 👇 #lifestylevlogger WORD OF THE DAY WITH 👈 Wearing @officialeniawear tshirt 📸👕 check out the page #datingvlog #dating101 #letstalk #datingjourney #wanttogiveup #dontgiveup Let talk about it!! #areyouready to date? ************************************************** feel free share #tag a friend or leave a comment lets talk about this #singlelife #singlelifebelike #stepbystep #goodwoman #dating #datinggame #datingin2018 #datinginyour30s #relationshipquotes #reallove #realhappyness #datingisnteasy #lifestylevlogger #datingvlog #realconversations #mythoughtsexactly takeitorleaveit myopinon #vlogger ukvlogger instagood instavlog #wordtothewise #wordstoliveby think about it #lifestylevlogger how i see it think about it alonebutneverlonely alonewolf thats me higuys everyday is a learnin day
Part 1 #goodrising #wordoftheweek #todaysword isisswordoftheday @isissword_of_the_day gofollowme👆 for your #dailyword 👇 #lifestylevlogger WORD OF THE DAY WITH 👈 Wearing @officialeniawear tshirt 📸👕 check out the page #datingvlog #dating101 #letstalk #datingjourney #wanttogiveup #dontgiveup Let talk about it!! #areyouready to date? ************************************************** feel free share #tag a friend or leave a comment lets talk about this #singlelife #singlelifebelike #stepbystep #goodwoman #dating #datinggame #datingin2018 #datinginyour30s #relationshipquotes #reallove #realhappyness #datingisnteasy #lifestylevlogger #datingvlog #realconversations #mythoughtsexactly takeitorleaveit myopinon #vlogger ukvlogger instagood instavlog #wordtothewise #wordstoliveby think about it #lifestylevlogger how i see it think about it alonebutneverlonely alonewolf thats me higuys everyday is a learnin day
yahh heard me..... #nosettleing You live and u learn #datingvlog #dating101 Let talk about it!! #areyouready to date? ************************************************** #wanttogiveup #dontgiveup feel free share #tag a friend or leave a comment lets talk about this #singlelife #singlelifebelike #goodwoman #dating #datinggame #datingin2018 #datinginyour30s #relationshipquotes #reallove #realhappyness #datingisnteasy #lifestylevlogger #wordtothewise #nosettleing #singlemen #singleladies #singlelife #cheatinghurts wordoftyeday has been changed to #wordoftheweek #todaysword isisswordoftheday @isissword_of_the_day gofollowme👆 for your #dailyword 👇 #lifestylevlogger WORD OF THE DAY WITH 👈 gofollowme todays word 👊💋❤ instead of taking away think about it think #datingvlog dont care what people think #realconversations #mythoughtsexactly takeitorleaveit myopinon #vlogger ukvlogger instagood instavlog #wordtothewise #wordstoliveby think about it #lifestylevlogger how i see it think about it alonebutneverlonely alonewolf thats me higuys everyday is a learnin day
So practicing sewing on threading the needle and filling the Bobbin The the threading is going good filling the bobbin not going good The struggle is real #Struggle #Can ’tDoThis #WantToGiveUp
I haven’t even had a full week of school yet and there’s already drama within my “friend” group and it’s honestly so annoying and ik your going to tell me to make new friends but I’m terrible at that Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicdal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #overdose #blades #blood #givingup #goodbye
Confession time..Today's run was crap to put it politely. I feel like I'm back to square one and haven't achieved anything. All I wanted to do was quit. Thank u to all those "Go Becs" but the one that I'll remember is from Danni @dk13_ Yea came at a time I was about to burst into tears and seeing ur smiley face helped me thru. I hate getting sick but this one is still getting me 😥😥#parkrun #garminaustralia #proteinsuppliesaustralia #virtualchallenge #tailwindnutrition #wanttogiveup #recoverysux #friends #sad #sore #crappyrun #isux
🔺⬛️🔵🔺⬛️⬜️#sad #lifetoodark #hopeless #weary #wanttogiveup
Today’s been a hard day already. I haven’t felt this bad mentally in a while Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #sad #sadness #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #overdose #blades #blood #givingup #goodbye
#dinnertime : taco salad. so yummy! also fit in another 30 minute workout. i’m super frustrated at the moment. after both my kids started school for the first time, i thought weight would just fall off with regular workouts and rarely drinking but after almost a month, i am still the SAME weight. two and 1/2 more months until i have to reach my new goal 😢
Day 4 is a hard one for me right now. I want so badly to give up. I'm working so hard to at least maintain, if not lose this regain, but instead I just keep gaining. Weighing in at 233.6 at my dr today. What am I doing wrong?! 😢😭😰 Legit tears, guys. . . . #vsg #vsginstacrew #vsgsurgery #vsgfamily #vsgjourney #vsgcommunity #vsginstafam #vsgsupport #wls #wlscommunity #wlsjourney #wlssupport #wlsfamily #wlsinstafam #wlsinstacrew #wlsinspiration #wlsstrong #bariatricsurgery #bariatricfriendly #sickandtired #sickandtiredofbeingsickandtired #exercise #walking #medical #wlsphotochallenge #wlspatients #ontheverge #wanttogiveup #tryingsohard
Sometimes the struggle to create and maintain harmonious and fulfilling relationships just seem like too much work. You put forth your best effort and give more than your share and find that there are still issues to be dealt with. You're tired and at times, you just want to give up. The message of this card is to preserve. You may have been disappointed or hurt in the past. Know that those past sorrows have made you stronger, even though you don't feel that way at the moment. This is a good time to briefly step away from any conflict or issues around love. Give yourself some space to relax and replenish your energy. Continuous effort stresses the body and tells the mind. You need to rest and reconsider your methods. Once you've recharge yourself, you'll be stronger, clear-headed and confident, ready to move forward once again with new ideas about how to improve your situation. If you were interested in a personal reading or personal guidance send me an email at Ian.theangelguide@gmail.com to discuss further detail. #struggle #fulfilling #relationship #relationships #toomuchwork #issues #dealtwith #besteffort #noresults #tired #wanttogiveup #giveup #fedup #preserve #disappointed #hurt #inthepast #sorrows #healer #guide #coach #indigo #starseed #clairvoyant #stepaway #conflict #loveissues #somespace #recharge #stronger
Buồn quá :> #rain #sad #wanttogiveup
I’m really stressed rn I thought my brother coming up would be a good thing and it still could be but him and my mom are at each other’s throats for no reason and I’m waiting for a big fight to break out Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #overdose #donetrying #useless #givingup #goodbye
5 down of self injecting every other day..2 years now of doctor doing 2 monthly..the time off day i want to give up on everything ..but your not aloud too when your a mom...what my life is behind the scene behind the smile..this is my life for life #haven to battle my fear off needles one day at a time..#illness #pain #selfinjection #wanttogiveup #haventofindstrength #dailybattels #sad #scared #alone #formykids #wishonnobody #exhausted #myarmshurt #fear #needels #pain #feelingbroken #feellikehumanpincushion
I cried and cried after talking to my neurologist yesterday. They think it’s MS, my ophthalmologist says it’s lupus, my primary says I have criteria for 6 autoimmune diseases, my periodontist won’t touch my bleeding gums or canker sores because of my labs. My weight dropped 8 pounds in a week, even though eating and walking the same. Everyone says “Well at least it’s not a tumor”. Right. But it’s almost worst. My own body is mistaking healthy tissue as foreign/bad and attacking it. Kind of sucks right? I’m done with doctors, I’m done being called a medical mystery. So not today Satan! Not going to give up, even though I’m so tired, and in so much pain, and hate looking in the mirror and not seeing who I used to be. But that’s life and it could be worse like everyone says. #nottodaysatan #neurologicaldisorder #ms #lupus #autoimmunedisease #mybodyhatesme #holistichealing #medicalmystery #bloggerstyle #wanttogiveup #wontstop #helpme
Hey guys sorry I’ve not been active much school is back and my brother is in town and i haven’t seen him in over a year so that might also stop me from being as active❤️ Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #sad #sadness #fat #ugly #worthless #overdose #donetrying #useless #givingup #goodbye
Well today was my first day of school wasn’t to bad I don’t have a class where I don’t have a friend so it’s all good. Today wasn’t horrible but it wasn’t great either there are some things that bug me but I’m just gonna let it go and stay positive this year😊 Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #overdose #donetrying #useless #givingup #goodbye
Nobody knows how i truly feel, I wanna tell people because I want someone to tell me it’s gonna be okay and be there every step of the way but I have to face reality and realize nobody really cares Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #useless #overdose #donetrying #givingup #goodbye
trying to make some cards again. are so tired off be the one who gets hurt time after time. I cant take it anymore, so it's better to sit inside and hide from the rest of the world. Dont see how someone can say they want you, and then pretend they dident say it... #scrapbooking #hurt #heartbreak #wanttogiveup #stophurtingme #lovehurts
Feeling this way is extremely hard for me. I always have been one to get things fixed and work through it. Trying to depend on God but it is still so hard and tiring. #hopelessfeeling #tired #weak #trying #itshard #waitingforgod #dontknowwhattodo #wanttogiveup
Fighting these demons! #worthless #insecure #wanttogiveup
Idk what to do guys a whole bunch of people from my school are finding this account and they don’t know it’s me I don’t think but I can’t have this I know one person won’t tell cause I trust her and I told her it was me and she said she won’t tell but the others they don’t know it’s me and I don’t want them to find out cause they might say something. but either way I just don’t want everybody knowing Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #sad #sadness #overdose #givingup #goodbye
I’m so tired of feeling so unwanted and people telling me that other people don’t want me around like yeah thanks for making me feel even worse Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #unwanted #overdose #donetrying #givingup #goodbye
Puppy needs to hideaway with his penguin #Depression #BPD #WantToGiveUp #Penguins #HumanPup #GibScritches #BellyRubsPlz
Kata orang, jadilah manusia yang berguna, tapi bagaimana denganku??? Hmmm,,, Sempet rasanya ingin menyerah, melepas semuanya, dan meninggalkan yang ada. Berasa semuanya percuma, hidup ga ada gunanya kalo diterusin. Apalagi saat melihat air mata mulai menetes, sedih rasanya. Sedih karena sampai saat ini belum bisa jadi yang terbaik. Dan sempet juga menyesal, kenapa harus lahir kedunia kalau tak bisa jadi manusia yang berguna. Maafkan, maafkan. Cuma itu yang mampu terucap. #selamatharisabtu #happysaturday #happyweekend #wanttogiveup
Thought I was getting better being medicated, but lately, I dunno... #messedupthoughts #confused #inmyhead #innerdemons #depression #losingbattle #medicated #wanttogiveup
So my mom found my razors...she asked why I had them and I told her a lie, she then checked my wrists but there was nothing there. That's when she saw previous cuts on my arm, guess who's going to counseling next week? This worthless piece of shit, yay cuz that's totally what I need rn. Lol, I wanna fucking die... - #wanttogiveup #iwannadie #fml #hml
You probably aren’t gonna be surprised but guess who fucked up again..that’s right me😭 Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #useless #overdose #donetrying #givingup #goodbye
I’m so tired of never being able to do anything right i fuck up everything every fucking thing I need to just disappear Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttogiveup #wanttodie #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #overdose #useless #donetrying #givingup #goodbye
𝓣𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓶𝓮 '𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓸 𝓶𝓾𝓬𝓱 𝓣𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮 '𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓸 𝓶𝓾𝓬𝓱 ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ ▪ #fear #depression #scars #love #dontgo #bmth #metal #wanttogiveup #fighting
Gotta learn to stop telling my problems and how I actually feel to people. Oh btw this is my 100th post :) Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #sad #sadness #wanttodie #wanttogiveup #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #overdose #donetrying #givingup #goodbye
Terrible, awful, no good, very bad!! May need to drop down a group. Will try again for 5 on Saturday and see how it goes but couldn’t get it done today. 😢😡😪☹️😞 #badrun #halfmarathontraining #wanttogiveup #feltlikeshit #beatingmyselfup #awful #irunrichmond #runrva #couldntgetitdone #hmtt #bandicoots
Is it bad that lately I’ve been drinking alcohol and thinking about doing more drugs? I’m 15 and have only drank alcohol once or twice and only vaped. Now I’ve been taking alcohol from friends and going out just so I can drink and do drugs this all started not to long ago when i was in a very very dark spot. It makes me feel good and I think that’s why I’m doing it idk what should I do? Tags~#depression #depressed #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #cutting #sad #sadness #wanttogiveup #wanttodie #fat #ugly #worthless #crying #donetrying #overdose #givingup #goodbye
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