I look in the mirror again, tugging my shirt down, “Does this even look good? I look fat. Maybe I should change again.” (Insert 🙄) My drawers of my dresser were already destroyed with clothes spewed everywhere. I checked to make sure my hair looked perfectly straight though I knew within a few hours it would be turning up here and there because it has a mind of its own. I couldn’t forget to my eyeliner because I got anxiety leaving the house without makeup. I used to not like wearing a ponytail because I thought it made me look like a boy face. I was so mean to myself. No wonder I had no confidence. I put myself down all the time. The mirror was my worst enemy.
This was a daily occurrence all through school and right up till I started my wellness journey. Looking at my reflection made me sad because even though I hid behind a smile, mental health is real and I was secretly struggling hardcore. I just wanted to feel proud of myself. I wanted to look in the mirror and smile at the face looking back, not pick out yet another flaw I hated. I wanted the self-love of the girl I had been stalking on social media for a year.
Every time she messaged me about how I could change my life from home, I told her no, complained how I was broke as I spent more money at Dunkins, asked for free help, and thought she just wanted to take my money. Reality Check: I thought that because those were my darker ego with its self-limiting beliefs. I wanted to believe she was a scam because I didn’t think I deserved to feel that way 🙊 Do you feel me?
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