Picture. She is my goddaughter and always ready to be goofy with me. My brothers kids don’t judge me, children are THE BEST gift to earth. They are honest, loving and the best company u could have. If ur having a bad day go hang out with kids. U will change ur perspective :) I promise!
I LOVE THIS GIRL. She is so so funny, goofy and loving. AND REAL ❤️ #loving #ilovemygodchildren
But often I wonder Why ppl lie? They tell u smt but then actions tell otherwise. Is it just all a lie. Why not be honest. Honesty is the best thing in the world. Like I often feel Im not accepted because I am the way I am. I am Goofy, childlike, I don’t have a family by now, I am different. And I feel hurt by the fact that ppl tell me things and they used to be like me but now somehow it’s like they better, they forgat and I can see through them, what they really mean. If I am honest and deep in my posts it’s a fact no one likes them. and I think its wrong. I want honesty. Why do relationships change over night, why don’t we tell ppl but assume things. It botheres me. But hey, maybe I am too focused on who likes my posts and who doesn’t and it’s stupid. I know it. And I think way too much and also care way too much about ppl who might not ask me how I am doing in months, they so busy with their life’s. But I always think of others and it’s not about pleasing ppl all the time, I like to help. But yes I also sometimes seek approval, but my personality has always been to help and I know a lot of ppl don’t understand me. Coming to that, change is hard for me, super hard, harder than u think. And I do know these things and it’s even harder if ur friends knows what hurts u and does it. Then it hurts even more. But like I said change is hard like Really hard. I have been through situations where close friends just stopped talking to me and ignored me (years ago), it has caused me to be very scarred about losing ppl maybe that’s why I am partly the way I am. But I am learning. And I do know everyone has a story and everyone has “demons” they fighting to survive. So I understand, lets understand together. ty for reading 😂👋🏼 #weallhaveourmoments #honesty #bethebestu #iamlearningstill