No. No I’m not okay. I’m pissed. I hate being ignored and forgotten and told I’m loved when it’s obviously not true! So when my best friend doesn’t talk to me and the guy I like is ignoring me... I’m not okay. Two people that I really care about me don’t seem to fucking care. “I loooove youuuu” that’s what she says before she hangs up.
“It’s not that I don’t like you, you know that, I’m just trying to figure out my feelings.” That’s what he says when I pour my heart out. Why do I care about them so damn much? It actually hurts! But it’s not like it matters anyway.