Let’s talk about the last time that I felt comfortable in a bathing suit. That would have been Uhm... NEVER!!
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When I was in 6th grade I couldn’t find a bathing suit that fit or that I felt comfortable in. So, I opted for a tankini that covered my stomach area. As an adult, if I wore a two piece I was sucking in the majority of the time. Or, I’d buy a one piece and call it a day because I can’t look or feel fat in a one piece, right? Wrong.
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As I got older, more often than not, I’d try on bathing suits and would break down and cry in the dressing room. I was disgusted with myself. I hated the way everything looked on me. I hated my body. And that hate grew and grew and grew. It didn’t stop at bathing suits. I couldn’t try on dresses, skirts, anything that was tight fitting, even jeans were off limits. I started buying stuff in stores and trying them on at home. I ordered stuff online and could cry from the comfort of my own home.
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Today I got my bathing suit order from
@cupshe and for the first time, IN A LONG TIME, I didn’t hate it. I didn’t pick out my imperfections or flaws. Why? Because for the first time IN A LONG TIME, I didn’t see any. I felt comfortable. I felt and truly believed that it looked not only good but great. I am just so excited to have a healthy body positive outlook on MY body. Gahhhh. I almost cried writing this because I’m 29 and I’m proud of myself for how far I’ve come. 🤗💞
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#bbg #biggirls #bbggirlsunite #fitness #healthy #happy #gym #workingout #bodyconfidence #cupshe #loveyourbody 
