💥💥Warning💥💥 Long Post Ahead!!! Please tell me I’m not the only person whose life operates like a yo yo. One minute I’m like i need to be healthy and lose this weight once and for all and do it “the right way” the next I’m like still need to lose the weight but maybe phentramine or VSG is better for me. And then I’m like fuck all this imma just be fat.
I’ve made progress. I haven’t lost near the weight i should have if i didn’t yo yo like i do. I have broken the cycle of fast food every day or just cuz I’m tired. I cook at home and bring my lunch almost every day and we try new recipes as a family. We still go on adventures and i try to move more than i did before.
I’ve made progress in my mind to know regardless of my weight my husband would choose me above all other women. I’ve bought things other than yoga pants to wear. And I’ve been to the gym several times. I struggle really really hard with comparing myself to others and their journeys and i have a serious Taco Bell addiction.
I work a ton of hours (which I’m more than happy to do)....but it does limit the time i can get to the gym or food prep or any of that good stuff.
I’m sorry to rant or vent just needed to put that all out there! Thanks for listening and reading this far!!! #illmakeit #yoyo #progressish #comparisonisthethiefofjoy #trying #journey #adventures #imhis