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A #journey of a #women who decide #Iamgoodenough and began to #love #herself #healing from #anxiety , #panic , #shitty #mindset and #addiction .

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#whatever #justsaying #haveasupergreatday pmsl thats how you say fuck you in a nice way.
We wonder why people suffer in silence. When they reach out over and over with no proper solution for that person. I myself am experiencing this. #anxiety #depression #healing #struggling #shitsupport #sucuide #alone #desperate #help
OCT 10 2018 Honesty here. It has taken me over 30 years to get 1 year sober. I thought this day would never happen. Achieving this goal is very special to me. I struggled so long. I was killing myself slowly. Hurting many people. Gaining & losing ( friends, jobs, possession but most of all myself) At a year sober I am still a hot mess. I am up and down emotionally. I struggle with depression, anxiety and more. Getting sober is not just about quiting. Its about starting a new life. Its about learning new things. I feel like a kid just learning to live again. I am scared and uncomfortable. I have no idea where I belong or who I am. No matter what I refuse to allow muself to go back to drugs, booze or cigerettes. NO EXCUSES. This hot mess is doing her best. #1yearsober #hardasfuck #zigzaggingthroughlife #startlivinglife #soberissexy #addiction #fromcraziertocrazy #instagood #loveyourself #beurself #hotmess #authentic #moody #anxiety #depression #youcandoit #igotthis #notgoingback #notashamed #recovery #recoved #healing #healed #PTSD
Learning to find what sparks my soul again after healing frpm addiction is quiet the process. I get in the fuck ot mode, I struggle to see the positive. I beat myself up. I cry and get discouraged. However I have yet to give up because some where inside my soul I know it will come. It is having the patients to do so. I want it now. Haha However life is not l8ke that. I also get so scared of the repeat of old mistakes and I allow fear to take over. Then I being to sabatoge things in my life. I know we all struggle and feel like this. So I will not give up on finding myself and living a life I truly want. #recovered #lovingmyself #learning #believe #ican #youcan #mindset #damhard #nevergiveup #startlivinglife #zigzaggingthroughlife
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