this is truth!
I've felt a lot of stress and overwhelmed panic feelings. Getting knee replacements according to most people I have come in contact with is "crazy." I feel like I ruined my life and let a lot of people down but also A LOT OF people have left me DOWN and as usual never care so I've decided it's time to move on! If you are negative, if you never cared blah blah blah, can't even know what to say. I just want life to be happy and positive. Bella has to have emergency surgery. I don't want to go into that either. I'm just grateful #BellaLunaRoma
is OKAY! #ThankYouGod
I feel like I don't say thank you enough and I feel like I have let myself down so much and I haven't been "kind" to myself. Getting #knee
replacements and having another replacement was a HUGE awakening or something. I also had complications with #anemia
when I came home and got real sick & needed #blood
to keep me alive. I found that #music
and now AGAIN #WRITING
is part of my healing. I pushed myself for more than a year and lost weight. I fought so badly with pain. Some days I didn't know if I was going to even make it but I did. #don
't quit! Don't give up. Don't LET ANYONE DIMINISH YOUR SPIRIT!!!!! #life
& I managed to stay on my #fitnesslifestyle #fitnessjourney
and thanks #snoopdogg
for posting this!!!!