(or he) i’m sorry i’m not what you wanted. just for once, i want to be enough.
because of you, i am scared to fall in love again.
i miss how you wanted me.
“i can’t tell if it’s killing me or it’s making me stronger”
i just wanted you to love me, not fucking destroy me.
i hate that i still think you’re a good person.
“missing you comes in waves. tonight i’m drowning”
you broke my walls down, but then broke me as well.
my thoughts were destroying me.
i tried not to think but the silence was killer too.
my best dreams and worst nightmares have the same people in them.