I miss you more and more everyday..
It's a new Beginning for us brother. It took this long but I'm sure you feel the same thing I do. We're getting older, making larger decisions, have our future careers very close to us. After three years we know just about everything about each other, we know how we react, we know how we feel and relate to things, we're almost the exact same person. For three years you've carried me through my Dad dying, low areas of depression, we've argued and fought, we've resolved and backed each other up.. How many times have we said it now? It's us against the world bud. I wouldn't, couldn't dream of a better best friend to go through life with. I appreciate you Nathan.
"Oh, sorry, you caught me off guard😉" Is what I SHOULD have said before Nate took this. 😂
I'm 18 as of today, he's 18 as of next February, it's kinda like I'm supervising him. Actually I've been supervising him for three years now, he just won't let himself accept it. Thanks for sticking by me all this time bud and making sure I keep my head above water. Even if, ya know... You get mean sometimes. 🙃😉😂😂
Not exactly single, but how I'm still single I have no clue 😂😂😂 I'm just too good at what I do. Besides running. My hamstring isn't doing all that great. 💯
I need a haircut, an attitude check, more money, less stress, a new hamstring, and less school. But for now, I'm gonna take what I have right now, and let the rest fix itself. 😂😇💯
Major throwback to me Cheesing hard. 😂 Looked pretty good too, for once in my life right?
Just a small collection I saw in my gallery that I decided to do something with. I definitely miss the old days. I miss my dad more than anything in this world, I miss our old group, not that it's changed too much or badly, I just miss the memories. I miss the stress free relationship I used to have with my family, the times when we'd go months on months without fighting, not weeks. I miss the times before the stress and depression that is life, that is loss, and the worry free life I used to live. I don't expect anyone to read all that, I'm just getting my thoughts out. I love every single one of you guys in those pics, and especially ones that aren't in there. Ian, Bloomer, Otto, Wallis, all of you guys. You're family to me, almost all the family I have, and.. I'm not sure I'd want it any other way.
I'm doing alright. I won't say good, or great, but I'm hanging in there. I'm fighting, and that's about all I can say. 🔥
Thankfully Halloween is only one time a year. My mom is pretty creative, but once was enough for her. 😂 Featuring Bri and my stellar cameraman, Keeley🙃😂💯
I laughed at Trevor when he had all that makeup on because he looked amazing😂😂 Thennnnn the makeup crew got their hands on me... Double trouble, right?
As slowly as time went by, it's had the good moments. Just..not very many.
Some memories come, so go. Some stay for a long time, some forever, but you can't say you have one favorite memory. This isn't some stupid quote I found off of Google, this is me. Saying you need to hold onto what you have and what makes you happy. No one should directly make your happiness. It should act as an influence depending on who you're around. The last year has been straight downhill since the start. But here I am, mending old, lost friendships and rekindling them and asking for forgiveness from anyone I've wronged. Because, from experience, loss and pain weren't designed to be expected. That's the point.
"This is it, isn't it? No more random phone calls, no more talks about the past? No more check ups or any 'I miss you' texts? It's actually gone isn't it? It's really not coming back..That..... That hurts."😧💔
There's brotherly bonds, sisterly bonds, fatherly and motherly bonds, friendships make bonds and love could very well be the strongest bond there is. But don't get it twisted, me and this dog don't ever get along. Ever.😐
The only two, quite literally "only" two things keeping Me sane. One: Motivation for track season. We had some pretty crazy awesome seniors graduate last year, and I'm eager to show that I can hold down at least a portion of that weight. Two, the best friends I could ask for. This group of guys are once in a lifetime people, and I truly cherish you all. That's all I got for moody speeches.😂🔥