Nobody lives a perfect life, but it's obvious that some people have it way harder than others. One thing I've learned is that no matter what conversation you had, whoever you missed, no matter what assignment you forgot about or who you argue with, the Sun still rises the next day. Life goes forward, and it's got a funny way of always letting things somewhat workout. Keep your head up, tomorrow isn't as far away as you think.
I was gonna something about this being my squad blah blah but it kinda hit me.. This isn't just another group of friends. These dudes have known each other for years and I'm just the new guy who drives, but these type of people don't go away. They don't change, they don't switch up, they don't turn their backs on people. These guys are like literal brothers to me and that doesn't seem to be something that's gonna change. 💯🔥
All I can say is how much I appreciate you guys. You all have quickly become my two closest friends through the times I've been alone until the times we've all had those deep conversations at night. You both have impacted my life so much in the short time we've been friends and like I said, you all are the two closest people I have. You all are great people, just wanted to let ya know 🔥
I miss you more and more everyday..
It's a new Beginning for us brother. It took this long but I'm sure you feel the same thing I do. We're getting older, making larger decisions, have our future careers very close to us. After three years we know just about everything about each other, we know how we react, we know how we feel and relate to things, we're almost the exact same person. For three years you've carried me through my Dad dying, low areas of depression, we've argued and fought, we've resolved and backed each other up.. How many times have we said it now? It's us against the world bud. I wouldn't, couldn't dream of a better best friend to go through life with. I appreciate you Nathan.
"Oh, sorry, you caught me off guard😉" Is what I SHOULD have said before Nate took this. 😂
I'm 18 as of today, he's 18 as of next February, it's kinda like I'm supervising him. Actually I've been supervising him for three years now, he just won't let himself accept it. Thanks for sticking by me all this time bud and making sure I keep my head above water. Even if, ya know... You get mean sometimes. 🙃😉😂😂
Not exactly single, but how I'm still single I have no clue 😂😂😂 I'm just too good at what I do. Besides running. My hamstring isn't doing all that great. 💯
I need a haircut, an attitude check, more money, less stress, a new hamstring, and less school. But for now, I'm gonna take what I have right now, and let the rest fix itself. 😂😇💯
Major throwback to me Cheesing hard. 😂 Looked pretty good too, for once in my life right?
Just a small collection I saw in my gallery that I decided to do something with. I definitely miss the old days. I miss my dad more than anything in this world, I miss our old group, not that it's changed too much or badly, I just miss the memories. I miss the stress free relationship I used to have with my family, the times when we'd go months on months without fighting, not weeks. I miss the times before the stress and depression that is life, that is loss, and the worry free life I used to live. I don't expect anyone to read all that, I'm just getting my thoughts out. I love every single one of you guys in those pics, and especially ones that aren't in there. Ian, Bloomer, Otto, Wallis, all of you guys. You're family to me, almost all the family I have, and.. I'm not sure I'd want it any other way.
I'm doing alright. I won't say good, or great, but I'm hanging in there. I'm fighting, and that's about all I can say. 🔥
Thankfully Halloween is only one time a year. My mom is pretty creative, but once was enough for her. 😂 Featuring Bri and my stellar cameraman, Keeley🙃😂💯
I laughed at Trevor when he had all that makeup on because he looked amazing😂😂 Thennnnn the makeup crew got their hands on me... Double trouble, right?
As slowly as time went by, it's had the good moments. Just..not very many.
Some memories come, so go. Some stay for a long time, some forever, but you can't say you have one favorite memory. This isn't some stupid quote I found off of Google, this is me. Saying you need to hold onto what you have and what makes you happy. No one should directly make your happiness. It should act as an influence depending on who you're around. The last year has been straight downhill since the start. But here I am, mending old, lost friendships and rekindling them and asking for forgiveness from anyone I've wronged. Because, from experience, loss and pain weren't designed to be expected. That's the point.