****LONG POST**** Today, I am thankful. My life has changed so dramatically in just the past couple of years that when I stop to think about it, it brings me to tears.
When I was 15, I lived in a shelter. I was alone most days. I cooked my own dinners, and emotionally was alone. I was in a very unstable, toxic relationship, and was facing a lot of health issues that I later found would be with me for life.
My health issues caused me to struggle in school and miss alot of school. I became depressed. I didn't WANT to move. I didn't WANT to do anything. My family ties were terrible, I was so depressed I kept very distant.
Then one day, around 2:30 in the morning I decided enough was enough. I swallowed about 25 muscle relaxers. Thankfully, I had decided to call a suicide hotline during that time and they sent the police. I was taken to the hospital. I stayed inpatient for 3 or 4 days.
I still didn't feel better. Life went on, and continued to get worse. My relationship deteriorated even more, until we eventually broke up. I found a new guy too soon, and we moved way to fast.... soon after we started dating I found out he was cheating.
I BROKE. In that moment, I became something else. I ended up going to jail that day for property damage and for hurting him pretty badly. I spent 4 days in jail.
I grew up without my dad present in my life, because of his in and out jail time lifestyle. Those 4 days in jail awakened something in me.
I had a choice to make. I CHOSE to read the bible and I made a promise to myself and to God that I would change my life.
I got out if jail. I was 230 pounds, newly single, extremely depressed, but I had a mission for change. So i began running. I ran the same path every morning for weeks. I eventually found a gym, and that became my second home. I spent hours there every day.
I went from 230 pounds down to 160 pounds in about 4 months time. I felt strong. I was regaining something back, even though I couldn't put my finger on what it was.... I was regaining ME. My depression got a little better from working out and gaining confidence in myself and my body. I started casually dating shortly after, being cautious because I
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Took me like 10 mins 😂 I hate these but also am a perfectionist sometimes so I can't NOT look. And then I get frustrated when I can't find them lmfao. Did u find it?