nicole.endures

Nicole.endures

Nicole Johan Rand. Runner, yogi, traveler and funny as f**k.😜🏃🏼‍♀️ Marathon x 5 Half Marathon x 40 5K and 10K x countless Boston Girl for life 🇺🇸🇦🇱

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Here’s the thing about depression. We love our friends and family. But during our dark days, we don’t care. We don’t about your kids, we don’t care about your Christmas tree, we don’t care about your 5K, we don’t care about your trip. We care about making through the day unscathed. If you don’t get the usual “thumbs up” or “heart” reaction from us. . .it’s not because we don’t care. We just find literally EVERYTHING impossible. #thistooshallpass #themighty #checkinwithme #depressionandanxiety #italwaysgetsbetter #smilingdepression #imstillhere #givemetime
This hasn’t happened in while. It’s always a nice feeling and a sweet and generous gesture. #igotflowers #nobabysbreath #twodozenroses #3daysoldandstillkicking #hugearrangement #beautiful #happyholidays
OK, call me annoying and biased. But who wouldn’t want to hang out this this 13 year old n NYC for a weekend? #livingourbestlives #myneice #myneicerocks #flourshop #soho #nyc #downtown #nycchristmas #missheralready @flourshop @jennyf919 @elizabethhfarren
Best. Thing. Ever. #noonenexttome #ilovejetblue
Winston Duke. He’s a big boy. #blackpanther #actor #huge #wonderland #showbiz
RXBar remnants in your teeth is a SERIOUS issue. Thank God I had my smooth, @starrlifestudios #shiftdrink this morning. Super healthy, nothing left in your teeth. @rxbar #betweenthescenes #nutritioninabar #stuffinmyteeth #shiftbyjulie #workingonmyfitness
I’m just going to go ahead and assume every biker bar waitress. . .where supernatural shit goes down. . .looks like this every night. #workingactress #earlycalltime #rhodeisland #bellyshirt #fryebootsallday #nosferatu #toomuchrain #hittingthesheets #likenow #showbiz #livingthedream #oy
I will never, ever give up on running. It feeds my soul. But when your soul is “out of wack”. . .you need to readjust. Smiling depression is far better than double depression. However, it’s exhausting. Getting through the day acting as though you feel great, when you don’t, is HARD. So, resetting this week. I’ll be back on set tomorrow. . .but I’m dedicating this week to feeling like myself again. It’s possible. I know. I’ve done it before. #themighty #checkinwithme #smilingdepression #depression #anxiety #spinning #homespinning #peloton #onepeloton #selfcare #happyholidays
God. Vinny is so not into “things.” Particularly this weird Christmas Tree thing. #jinglebells #overit #hatesit #happyholidays #vinnydoesntcare
Let’s talk about the best meal of the year. Thanksgiving leftovers. I could easily eat two more plates. But, I’m resting before dessert. Maybe. #fatkid #leftovers #thanskgivingleftovers #leavingroomforcake #10poundseasily #happyholidays #fatbum
Always find the positive when stuck at the airport. I’ve already ordered two copies. . .but I’m sure we can find these a home. #michelleobama #becoming #becomingmichelleobama #americanroyalty #missher #misshim #comeback
5 hours. Nothing yet. Don’t they know I’m PRESS? #glamourous #showbiz #boggiedownbronx #bluebloods #boringaf
Back to NYC. Well. . .when Blue Bloods call, you answer. #workingactress #work #nyc #theypaywelltoo #noargumentthere #scarffromsttropez
The bike called me again. Running will always be my “thing”. . .but spinning is doing something to my hips. Something good (although it doesn’t always feel that way). I have flexible hips. So strengthening them has always been a struggle. I think The Peloton program I’m taking will not only help my hip strength, but improve my running during those killer intervals. Throw in an unexpected trip to NYC tomorrow, and this all just felt right. #thehipsdontlie #runnersofinstagram #womenwhorun #istillloverunning #wontstop #peloton #onepeloton #homespinning
So, running was on the docket today. After receiving some distressing news this morning (all is ok) and having a long week of aerial, personal training and light running. . . I felt the need for something different. I have a long run tomorrow, which I’m looking forward to. But, I honored what the bod was asking for. #runnersofinstagram #womenwhorun #womensrunningcommunity #knowlimits #turkeytrot #spinning #peloton #pelotoncycle #onepeloton #typeapersonality #beingflexible
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